Help Me

Chapter 31

Namjoon's POV:
Y/n and I were walking into BigHit. "Excuse me. Is Pdnim in his office?"

"Yes sir." I thanked her and we made our way to his office. I knocked on the door.

"Come in" I opened the door. "Joon, Y/n what can I help you with?"

"We are ready to go public sir." Y/n was trying to sound confident, but I could hear the nervousness in her voice.

"Really?! Okay. I will get your name on the staff list Ms. Yun."

"Thank you so much. Words can't express how gracious I truly am."

"It isn't a problem. Just make sure to tell me if something is wrong. Okay?" She nodded with a giant smile.

"Do you mind if we tell the guys?"

"Sure Joon, that's fine." We both left and made our way to the practice room.

"We have an important announcement to make." I said

"I knew you were pregnant!"

"Yoongi oppa, for the last time: I'M. NOT. PREGNANT!" The boys started laughing. When they settled down we said:

"We're going public!"

"Yay", "Finally", "Oh my gosh" were yelled by there members. They also gave us a group hug.

"You know that we will be here for you every step of the way right?"

"Yes Jin oppa" Y/n said. "I just hope ARMY accepts me"

Y/n's POV:
When everyone stopped hugging us, I went to hold Joon's hand. It was getting very loud so I squeezed his hand. He got the hint that it was overwhelming.

"We are gonna go to my studio now. Thanks for the support." He then walked with me to his studio.

"Thank you Joonie"

"Of course baby. I always want you to feel safe."

"I need to go ahead to the hospital. I rather resign in person before BigHit announces us."

"Ok. I love you baby. Stay safe."

"I will. Love you" I hugged him as he kissed my head.

(25 minutes later)
I was walking to the chairman's office. "Ms. Yun, I wasn't expecting you back yet."

"That's actually what I came to talk about." He gestured for me to sit. "I'm here to give my two weeks notice. Since I'm not supposed to come back until then, I would be happy to work for these two weeks. I also have a list of qualified pediatricians that can take over my position."

"Ms. Yun please tell me this is a joke. You are one of the top 10 best pediatricians in Korea. We can't afford to loose you."

"Sir, I know the other 9 pediatricians. Some of which are on this list. This hospital has a level 1 trauma center. That will bring many doctors here. I'm sorry, but I just need to move forward."

"As much as I will miss you, you have my best wishes. There is one patient that I need you to see if you have a chance."

"Of course sir. What room number. I'll read the chart on the way there."

"327" I bowed and started walking towards the room. I knocked and then entered.

"Alex? I'm Dr. Yun. Do you mind telling me why you're here in your own words?"

"Umm... my mom brought me. She noticed my self harm. I was just having a hard time. I just changed my pronouns to they/them and I was getting a lot of hate for it."

"Thank you for telling me your pronouns. Have you ever been hospitalized before?"

"Yes. I didn't do anything though. But now I just don't see the point."

"Ok. I understand"

"How could you understand?" They rolled their eyes

"I've been where you are." I removed the watch i was wearing. "I used to self harm too? I was diagnosed with a lot of mental disorders. Believe it or not I still struggle to this day."

"But you seem normal"

"Well, I have found I support system that helps me. I also went to therapy for years. It's a process with ups and downs. You'll get there too. It just takes time. I am going to send you to a mental hospital so you can get the help you deserve."

"Dr. Can I ask you a question." I nodded "Have you been hospitalized?"

"Twice."

"So I can get better?"

"Yes you can Alex. Just don't stress about it. You'll get there eventually." They immediately stood up and hugged me.

"Thank you Dr. Yun." I reciprocated the hug

"Of course. I have to go now, but your mom is outside. Stay strong."

"I will" they said smiling.

I walked out and explained to their mom what was going to happen after that I texted Joonie that I was going home.

Koala

I'm going home. I'll see you soon

I love you💜

I love you too babygirl💜

When I got home, I plopped onto my couch crying. Just then, Joon walked through the door. I immediately got up and passionately kissed him as tears streamed down my face.

"Baby what happened?"

"I met the sweetest kid. They needed help and I was able to make them smile. They hurt themselves like me, so I could relate to them. I think I made a difference Joon. I really do."

"I'm so happy for you baby."

"It was also my last day. Perfect way to end the day and job"

"Pdnim said he is gonna wait until 12 to make the announcement. He is also giving us a week off. Just to insure our safety."

"I'm so happy that you ran into my apartment that day."

"Me too babygirl. Me too." He said as he kissed my forehead.