I don't know if you still read my work, part of me would like to believe you do. I have thought extensively about all of the things I still want to say to you, all of the things I never got the chance to.
If you ever decide to search for these words, should this ever find you, I hope you read it all the way through.
This is what I would say to you, if I ever had the opportunity to:
Darlin I still have a tremendous amount of love for you, and I'm sorry if my love was too much for you. We were each other's wild card, there is no one in my life that resembles you. We share so many memories, ones just for me and you. I'd stay by your side forever if you wanted me too. I always told you the only thing I wanted was you, any way I could have you and that remains true. I don't want to do life without you, I thought you felt that way too. Oh what I wouldn't give to start over, re-introduce myself to you.
I think the universe knew I needed someone like you.
