I'm so fucking tired.
Of everything.
Physically, Emotionally and Mentally
Tired.
I put trust into people and get left with nothing.
I have high expectations for people who can't follow through.
I'll admit that maybe I need a little more than most,
but I always give my all in exchange for little to none.
I'm just tired of being left empty.
My limbs are heavy and the exhaustion is unrelenting.
I struggle to get out of bed every morning,
I force myself to form healthy habits, force myself to make good choices but it feels like I get nothing out of it.
I feel nothing, there are extreme highs and even lower lows but the in between is just fatigue.
No more genuine smiles
No willpower to feel anything anymore.
There's a weight in my chest where my heart used to be.
Just a whole lot of nothingness inside of me.
I'm living and breathing and won't stop anytime soon but there's no more joy, no more happiness, I feel no love, no pain.
