150/365
Day 150 of 365
Have you ever felt like you're stuck in a loop? One day you're doing so well, and then the next you just feel nothing.
I feel like I'm unable to move. I'm getting sick of existing, it's exhausting.
To be completely honest, I don't have anything to be tired or sad about. Nothing went wrong.
I'm doing great in my studies, I'm laying in the comfort of my bed, I have a good support system, I have a lot to be grateful for.
Which makes it harder.
I have nothing to be sad about. Yet why is my heart so empty?
I'm writing this because I feel like someone out there needs to know that they're not the only one that's stuck in a loop. Take this as an assurance that you won't be stuck there forever.
The hardest battles are the ones that are kept in secret, the ones that we have within ourselves.
It's okay to be sad and not know why.
It's okay to cry for unknown reasons.
It's okay to feel tired even though you spent the whole day lying in bed.
I'm saying all of these because one of my biggest mistakes is that I used to punish myself whenever I don't feel okay.
I used to get mad at myself for being so difficult to understand.
That taught me something.
If I, myself, can't understand me... that doesn't automatically mean that no one else would try to interpret what our hearts try to project.
Maybe now you're unmotivated, sad or feeling empty. But in no time, you'll fall in love with being alive again. Your eyes will twinkle with the sight of your favorite view.
Take a walk, sing a song, eat your favorite dish, sleep a lot, spend the day doing nothing. What you do matters, but what you feel about the things you do is more important.
Let's keep hoping for better days.
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