Book Of Realizations

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Day 236 of 365

While the others are worried because they don't know what to do with their lives, here I am. I'm sure of the path I want to take, yet terrified of the thought that I might not be able to make it.

The majority of people my age is confused with what strand, course or job do they want to take. They are not certain if what they want is what's meant for them. I am a hundred and ten percent sure that it is okay to feel that way, as long as you don't let that worry get the best of you.

On the other hand, it is also scary for someone like me, for someone who knows what they want.

The things that we don't know are scary, but for me, the thought of assuming that you know something and ending up getting disappointed is even scarier.

What if the passion that I have for this path is just a fleeting feeling? What if the course that I spent years dreaming about, was actually far from what I had in my imaginative mind? What if the future that I imagine isn't the future that's waiting to embrace me?

It is indeed a scary world we live in.

But here's the ray of sunshine for all of our worries... Trust.

2020 was a bad year. I just want to share this experience that made me hope for better days.

I spent months laying in bed, thinking about a lot of stuff that I want to buy. There are things that I want to have but I never had the guts to ask my mom for because we're not rich, we don't grow money on trees.

Watching unboxing videos of things I can't afford became my hobby. I manifested the things that I want. I kept researching about it, talking about it, I even pray and cry about it. I just believed that one day I'll get those things even though it seemed impossible at the moment.

Months later, I no longer cry or get upset about not being able to afford those things. One day, my mom surprised me with the exact item that I've been crying about for months. Even though I never really asked her for it.

It was as if the universe heard my silent cries and granted my wishes. The heavens way of saying that the sweetness possessed by the fruit of believing will overpower the bitterness of life.

It didn't just happen once or twice. It happened a countless of times already and it will still happen in the future.

That is the power of believing.

I always try my best to avoid thinking about negative things because I might attract negative energy. I hope you do the same thing.

Think positively. Acknowledge the negative feeling, but don't let it stay for long, let it pass. Believe that there is a greater being watching over you, He hears you, He feels for you. Be patient and let the great things come to you.

To whoever is reading this, I will pray for you. You will get the things you deserve. Your hard work will pay off. You will live the life you always talk about living. You will be a better person. You will heal.

I believe that life has a lot of great things in store for you and you have to believe that as well.

Our worries are proof of how much we care. Most people will say that their worries are their weaknesses, but for me, my worries are my weapon. Those who cares are often capable of making changes.

Maybe we'll never find the path that's made for us, that's because there isn't any.

We get to make our own path, we get to decide whether to stick to the things we know or take a journey to understand and discover the unknown.

We're confused and lost now, but it'll all make sense in time.

Believe, work and achieve. Believe in the unbelievable and reach as high and as far as you can.

We're going to make it.