The Wild Ones Rebellion // Black Veil Brides Fanfiction

Impasse - Author's Note and future for this story

Hi friends. It's been a while, hasn't it?

The last time I updated, I talked about Ashley leaving the band. God it's been a while since then, and a lot has changed since then. I promise this is important, but I have some things to explain first, so bare with me and please keep reading.

Obviously, I sort of disappeared off the face of the planet. I was trying really hard to continue updating as I went through uni, but clearly, that didn't go so well. Life got... hard.

Tw // depression, anxiety, adhd

So I was already diagnosed with anxiety since I was young, and I knew I had issues with depression off and on, but shit got bad in my second year of uni (about 2 and half years ago). I lost interest in everything, my schooling fell apart, and I distanced from all my fandoms and hobbies. Honestly I was pretty lost.

I also recently got diagnosed with adhd, at the ripe age of 21, which explains why that happened. Turns out, BVB was my hyperfixation, and when my hyperfixation disappeared, my depression prevented me from latching onto another for a while.

Then, I found a new one.

Surprise, I'm still involved in fandoms, just not where I'd ever thought I'd be. I got introduced to a group called Stray Kids almost 2 years ago, and like BVB and MCR before them, they stuck. So here I am involved in a kpop fandom. Never thought I'd be here, but I can't blame myself either, I mean they're and entirely self composed self written group full of really attractive men my age with endearing personalities? Can you blame me?

Anyway, SKZ helped me through some of my worst moments recently, and introduced me to some dear friends. They helped bring me back to my love for writing by giving me a new muse.

So what does this mean? Well, I'm still writing, I'm just not writing here anymore, as you can tell. I actually moved to ao3 and I much prefer their site over this one, so I doubt I'll be coming back to writing over here ever frankly.

So what about this story? Well, I'm at an impasse. I love the universe I created here. I love the characters and the plot, but there's one thing that has kept me from coming back, and that's Ashley's character.

You see, after his original departure, a lot of things came out about him, and whether you believe the accusations or not, they have personally made me wildly uncomfortable with him. I won't tell you what to believe or who to support, just simply that I cannot continue writing him in this story for my own sake, which is why I haven't come back.

But I still don't want to leave this all behind, either. So instead, I have an idea. I don't know when it will happen since I have many other stories I'm working on for SKZ, but I will rewrite this story on ao3 at some point. It will take a lot of editing since I quite frankly hate my old writing, and of course tweaking to fit in Lonny, but I think it will happen at one point, hopefully soon. After all, I did promise I'd never leave my works unfinished.

So when I do actually start posting the rework of this story, I'll update this and give you the link, but I'm the mean time, if you're interested in reading any of my current works, here's my ao3. I hope I'll see you all soon.

Archiveofourown.org/users/nyxxstay

Much love,
Nyxx