𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍, 80s, 90s, 00s

harry goldfarb 👁

I was standing outside of my apartment building waiting for Harry to come get me. He had this bright idea of taking his mother's television set over somewhere else. I know how much his mother loved the TV. So I couldn't help but wonder why he needed to take it from her.

"Could you help me? I'm looking for the prettiest girl in the world... her name is Y/N." I heard from behind me. I turned around in seconds and was met with a smiling Harry.

"Harry," I sighed wrapping my arms around him, "I missed you." I whispered softly to him. He just stayed in the hug rocking back and forth soaking up every inch of me.

"Me and Ty got a new deal with some hoods downtown. You outta come by? I promise I won't try and—" Harry started with this again.

"No, Harry. Ive told you once and I'll tell you again, I'm not going near that stuff. It's terrible and disgusting I hate it—" I began.

"Then why do you love me? Huh? Because if you're so bothered by what I do then you can just leave because you should know that I would never try and get you to get involved with it." Harry raised his voice. He snapped... he was on something. He only snaps like this when's he's higher than a kite.

"You're on something aren't. You're on something, goddammit! I told you not to come near me when you're like this." I said with tears filled in my eyes. I was so stressed out because I hated seeming him like this and he didn't care.

"Well, I don't have to do everything you tell me! What the fuck is wrong with you? I just wanted to ask a favor but god forbid you ever do something for me!" Harry shouted once again. I grabbed his arm and pulled his sleeves up to show the red and bruise hole in his arm that the needle had infected. I wanted to throw up it was getting so bad.

"Harry just leave already. I'm leaving... I'm going inside and don't you dare try and come around me when you're like this." I said with a fear falling down my cheek. I hated leaving him but I just had to.

"Fuck you! Fuck you, Y/N! Leaving me when I need you most! That's right run away!" I began sobbing as I heard him shout to me from outside. I knew it wasn't him talking it was the shit he puts in himself, "god," I heard him begin to cry, "Y/N... please. I need you..." he was crying softly from outside.

"Please, I need help," his voice cracked, "I love you, Y/N. Please just help me... I'm sorry. I'm so stupid I know. But I need you right now please." Sobs escaped his mouth and mine. I couldn't resist any longer. I fucking hated when he did this bullshit but I couldn't leave him like that. I just couldn't.

I waited for a couple seconds contemplating wether to give it. But just hearing his cries from outside made me cave in. I opened the door with my hand quickly and stood in front of him seeing him sitting on the floor with his hands holding his head.

He looked up at me with his tear filled blue eyes and just continued crying as he stood up and collapsed into me hugging me strongly. We both sobbed together as our world fell down right in front of ours eyes. Harry was falling apart and I didn't know how to help him. All I knew was that I loved him immensely and I would never give up on him.