I was sitting on my couch, just watching the TV when the phone rang. Joaquin was supposed to tell me if he had to leave for a movie or not. Of course, I was nervous as hell. I told him that if he really loved me he'd stay, but I don't think he's gonna.
"Hello?" I asked with a voice crack. There wasn't an answer for a long time.
"H-hi." It was Joaquin. My heart leapt out of my chest and I collected my thoughts.
"Hey." I said trying to sound unbothered. Joaquin sighed into the phone.
"Y/N, I'm leaving...for awhile. Maybe a couple months, maybe a year....and I don't wanna to but..." Those words made my heart shatter even more than it already had.
Tears welled up in my eyes as I slammed the phone down with sadness. I cried into my pillow.
I loved Joaquin and he just tells me this and expects me to just be alright with it? I guess I'm not important enough for him to stay.
A couple minutes later there was a knock on my door. I wiped my tears a dragged my feet across the room to the door.
It was Joaquin. He saw my tears and his face lightened a little bit.
"Y/N...listen-"
I tried to shut the door but his foot caught it.
"I don't wanna talk!" I told him and he opened the door. I wasn't gonna even try and fight with him. The tears fell down my cheeks again.
Joaquin wrapped his arms around me, but I tried to get away. Of course, I couldn't fight against him.
"No, I don't want to..." I cried as he held the back of my head pulling me closer. I gave up and melted into him.
"Don't go. Please don't go." I said quietly and he kissed my head. I could tell he was trying to be brave for me.
"I'm sorry." Joaquin said quietly. I melted into him just crying. Why did he have to leave?
"Please. Just stay with me." I said to him clinging onto him like he was my last hope.
"I'm sorry."
Joaquin pulled away with some tears in his eyes. They made me cry even more.
"I love you, but I have to go. It's....a really big movie Y/N, I know you don't understand." Joaquin said and he's right, I don't understand.
I wiped my tears and took once last glance at the boy that changed my life before pressing my lips on his.
"Will you come back?" I asked him and he nodded immediately.
"I'll always come back for you." Joaquin said softly. I cried some more before he finally left for good. This boy was ripping my apart.
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𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍, 80s, 90s, 00s
RandomNO LONGER TAKING REQUESTS it's what the title says ;) this will include fictional characters, actors, musicians, etc. you can request absolutely anything! hope you enjoy!!! -jordy ✨ (i suck at writing smut but i can tryyyy)
