Deepest Desires

Chapter 20 - fear

Tw mentions of rape/sexual assault/suicidal thoughts

Brans pov
Sunday

"Don't touch me" i yell angrily kneeing David in the crotch causing him to roll off me and onto the bed. In pain, he grabs his crotch and hisses through clenched teeth.

"You little shit" He yells angrily, staring at me through this bushy eyebrows.

While he's writhing around in pain i take the opportunity to rush out of his room and down the stairs. I cant do this anymore, i cant let him hurt me.

With shaky hands i try the front foot but of corse its shut, quickly i make my way to the back door and try that instead while silently praying that it will open.

"They are all locked brandon, i thought you would have learned that from your first time" David's voice seethes From upstairs followed by heavy footsteps down the stairs. Shit hows he up already, he's going to kill me.

"Oh come on, come on" i hiss through clenched teeth as i tug violently on the back door. I know its locked i just... i just want to believe it will open and ill be free from him maybe not forever but at least for tonight.

"You know i hate when you do this, when you run away from me" David says, his voice sinister, but im not scared of him anymore especially not after last night.

Something about being chased by demons and having heavy objects thrown at your head makes you less afraid of a normal man. Ive had enough of everything, I'm sick of him hurting me and tormenting me. Im going to make it all end no matter the cost. Im just so tired.

I leave the back door and head towards the kitchen hoping to find something to at least knock him out while i find a way to leave.

"But i do love it when you fights back, it makes it so much more entertaining" David chuckles from behind me. I fight the urge to turn around and instead i continue looking for a weapon ignoring the sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.

"If your looking for keys, I've hid them" David whispers in my ear causing me to spin around angrily.

"Fuck off!" I yell shoving him backwards. Davids eyes widen as he stumbles backwards, clearly surprised by my strength.

I watch as David falls back his head whacking hard off the counter before sliding down it with his eyes closed.

"Shit, SHIT" i curse pacing around the kitchen. I think I've killed him, oh god. I hate him but i didn't want to- i didn't want to kill him myself.

I look ofer to David while i play with my hands and he's still not moving but luckily his chest is rising and falling showing me he's not dead possibly just knocked out.

Holding my breath i head over to David and crouch down slithering my hands towards the pockets of his jeans hoping to find some keys so i can leave, hopefully after this he will leave me alone for at least a while.

David's eyes flitter open and he reaches for something in his pocket, causing my eyes to widen but before i can act he drives the object into my side sending shots of electricity through my body causing me to collapse to the floor in pain.

After finally catching my breath David jabs my side with it again causing me to cry out in pain and curl up unable to move.

"I don't take kindly to you being disobedient" David Hisses tasering me again. Everything hurts... why- why cant i ever get away from him.

I shiver as pain after pain shoots through me and and my muscles tense up making every part of me sore and achey

"Will you disobey me again" David questions crouching next to me while holding his taser to my neck making my breath become laboured.