Tw- drug miss-use, drugs, sex under the unfulence
Sydneys pov
Pain
Pain takes over my arm as i stick the needle into my vain allowing the liquid to flow into my blood. I don't even think about what I'm doing i just do it, i need an escape.
"Woah slow down kid" one of the guys laughs while nudging my shoulder
Not once do i think about anything thats happened while the drugs take control of my body. I don't think about Dannie cuddling up to stupid fucking cal and leaving me out, not once do i think about Finn crying himself to sleep without me in a strange bed, not once do i think about my dad shaking with withdrawal in rehab
I just relax
"Want some more?" The dealer asks as i empty the second needle into my arm
"Yeah, you do it though" I stammer, reaching my arm out to him and wincing softly at the sharp prick in my arm
"Hey Dannie" The dealer greets as Someone walks in the room
Shit Dannie cant be here, he cant see me like this or is he- is he here for drugs?
"Dannie?" I murmur looking up from my hands expecting to see Dannie stood over me with a disappointed expression before ranting on about how long i had been clean for. But instead i see a different boy, who is equally as hot as Dannie. Is it just because I'm high?
He's not Dannie he's some guy, maybe around twenty five with short brown hair and deep brown eyes. He's not as unique looking like Dannie is He's just the average hot He's like Dannie if you took away everything unique about him
"Ignore him, hes as high as a kite"
"Heh how can i ignore a beauty like that" he says smiling down to me his brown eyes assessing my face like i had done to him moments ago
"Whats your name" he asks pulling up a seat and sitting next to me
"Sydney and your dannie, with an ie" i mumble. My brain is so fucking jumbled right now as i sit comparing his face to Dannies.
"Um no with a y Danny" he responds with half a smile
"Thats weird" i whisper while leaning close to his face and stroking his stubble. His face is sharper than Dannies
"Uh no, spelling it with a ie is weird" he says before muttering under his breath "what idiot would be named Danny with an IE"
"More" i groan reaching out for another syringe but toby snatches it away from me
"No more, cant have you over dosing now that your finally buying from me again" toby scolds
"Please toby, please" i beg staring at him through my closing eyes, i push away from Danny and practically climb on top of the table while reaching out for the syringe
"Go home Sydney" he says softly while standing up with the drugs
"Cant" i shrug "my foster parents will kill me"
"Shit your dad relapsed again?" Toby exclaims
"Why do you think im here" i laugh gesturing at my bruised arm "and I'm never going to see finn again"
Toby shrugs "Well you cant stay here, Ricky's got some business meeting or something"
"Shit" i curse running a hand through my dirty blond hair "i guess ill have to stay under the jump at the skatepark, you have a blanket i can borrow?"
"No,you don't have to do that" Danny states touching my face softly "come stay at my apartment"
"Sure" i mumble straight away not even thinking, this Danny could be a serial killer for all i know but i don't care
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