Chapter 40 - warning signs

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Tw: bullying, prostitution, drug abuse

Brans pov

"Connor stop it" Ava giggles as connor blows on her hair "stop it"

"Your so annoying" she continues with a bright smile before they start practically sucking each others mouths, disgusting.

Me and a few of my friends are all sat beneath the bleachers skipping social studies and drinking some alcohol connors brought in.

"Here" Ryan says handing me the bottle which I quickly shove in my mouth ignoring the burning in my throat - i will definitely regret this later

"Okay so i heard" Ava hiccups after chugging a cup "that bitch Mia got std's from that weirdo Mac"

"No fucking way, that freak from the anime club!" Freddie laughs slapping his knee

"I mean I'm not surprised he has an STD but i am surprised he managed to have sex" i laugh getting some more alcohol.

"Bet they did some weird role play shit too" George shrugs

The bottle makes its way back round to me and i finish it off as the others laugh about how mac tried to fight Connor with his 'juzitsu power' or some shit.

Needless too say connor came out of that fight without a scratch. Cant say the same for mac.

"I swear this school is filled with fucking freaks" ryan scoffs rolling his eyes.

I smile slightly as i see connor pull out some more alcohol.

"Like that weirdo jackson right, he's a full on fucking fag and he openly admits to it. Is he not embarrassed" Freddie says pulling my attention away from the alcohol I'm drinking.

They've never mentioned jackson before.

"Its a shame" Ava pouts "he's actually really cute but he wastes it all on being gay like seriously cant he just like girls again then he would be less weird"

"I dont think its a choice" i hiccup causing everyones heads to snap towards me

"Why are you defending him?" Connor asks snatching the alcohol from me.

"He's not bad actually, we sit next to each other in homeroom and english and he's really nice and normal"

"Bro, gay people aren't normal he probably has a crush on you or something" Ryan shrugs

"Wait hes friends with Dannie right" connor points out and the group nods "you dont hang out with him do you?"

Shit

"Well i mean i will hang out with Dannie and sometimes he's there" i say swallowing the lump in my dry throat.

"Were not friends or anything i just talk to him like i do with everyone. You guys know i like to be friendly to everyone Jackson is no acceptation"

Im sorry Jackson. "He's just like any other normal person to me"

"Yeah but still, you hang around with that freak Dannie i just don't get why" Connor says rolling his eyes. He's especially mad today because Marco isn't in.

"Because like you guys He's my friend, we've known each other for years and i don't want to get rid of all that because you guys don't like him and think he's weird" i snap. I don't have to pretend I'm not close with Dannie because everyone knows that already

Ryan throws his hands up in the air and laughs "okay bro no need to get so defensive we just wanted to know why your friends with him"

"Well now you know so lets change the subject" i snap snatching the alcohol and chugging some more. Its starting to take affect.

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