Dannies pov
"And like the giant doll turns around and goes bam bam boom with a gun" Devon explains to me while waving his hands in the air rapidly
"And then it sings this song in Korean that I'm not going to say because i will butcher the hell out of it" he continues
"Yes Devon i know Ive watched it" i sigh rolling my eyes
"Heyy whats up?" Devon asks nudging my side slightly a cheeky smile plastered on his face
"Fucking social workers saying i have anger issues so now I've got to see a therapist and a behaviour specialist" I hiss kicking the back of the chair of the person in front of me which just so happens to be miles
"Well I'm not going to lie to you Dan you have been quite angry after what happened with bran" miles whispers because bran is sat in front of them and next to Connor
Miles is right though, everything that happened with bran has made me so angry and uptight. I just feel as if I'm a bad friend for not realising what happened sooner and for not helping him — I'm his best friend i should have known.
"Yeah maybe..." i mumble
"Hey we just want our chill stoner back" Devon smiles nudging me as miles smiles from in-front of us
"And you will, just after bran gets better"
"Dannie mate i Don't think brans ever going to be okay again but the best that you can do is be okay so you can help bran, theres no helping him if your not okay yourself" Devon states his arm wrapped tightly around my shoulder.
"Your right" i smile looking towards the desk at the A + C that is carved inside a heart in the middle of the table. Connor and Ava must have written that when they sat together last year — back when their relationship was new and not toxic as hell.
"You have just as much of a right to heal as jackson and bran do, being brans best friend and being so close to him must have really fucked you up" conan adds, his head turned to us.
"The worst thing is i should have known, i knew something was up with bran and i should have pieced it all together myself instead of waiting for him to tell me himself" i murmur playing with the loom band bracelet that Finn made for me last night.
"Its not your fault dannie none of us knew, he didn't want us to know" miles synthesises before turning back around as the teacher scolds them for not paying attention.
"He's right Dannie, it's nobody's fault other then the fat ass nonce that was David" Devon ranted a bit too loud.
Bran turns towards Devon with a small smile while Connor turns around with his eyebrows furrowed, he looked as if steam was going to come bellowing out of his ears.
"You better not be talking about-" Connor begins but is stopped by brans hand on his shoulder. bran doesn't speak he just shakes his head at connor and makes him turn around
I don't know why he's even acting like he cares, not once did he ask bran if he was okay while it was happening. Even Marco was worried about bran and asked what was wrong while Connor gave zero shits.
15 minutes later
"Ugh boring ass lesson" miles groans as we exit the classroom in our usual group, well apart from Oliver who is in a different class.
Its crazy how much our friendship group has grown in a few months. It started with me miles and conan and then Jacksons moved from Canada,which was amazing, and then Oliver joined after Connor tripped him up. And then leanne and marcie kinda just showed up and never left the group, but thats just because their old friendship group didn't accept them when they came out.
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Deepest Desires
RomanceA group of school kids, All from different lives and backgrounds, are brought together by trauma and events were they build bonds they never thought possible. Bonds of unrequited love, newfound friendship and romance emerge as they are forced to fac...
