Aera

"Party"

Today was the day! 

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We were officially having our "Going Away" Party!

Tomorrow was the first date of the "In Your Aera" tour. We would start tomorrow in Seoul and fly later that night to AMERICA!

We had promotions to do there for Coachella and the tour.

Today we were supposed to be in rehearsals, but luckily I managed to get YG's approval and get us a day off!

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I don't know how... I had first brought up getting the day off which was turned down in a second. But later on, was told we were given permission for the party... again not sure how they heard about the party since I only brought up a day off! but I didn't ask questions and instead celebrated.

The only downside was the party had to be held in my apartment. "No other group is allowed in Blackpink's dorm" I remember my manager specifying.

Yeah, I love my apartment! and that's exactly why I didn't want to have the party here.

Got7 has a special superpower of destroying things.

And Dream... well I was about to be left with no food in the apartment. The boys know how to EAT!

Unfortunately, Twice wouldn't be able to come because of their overworked schedules.

Red Velvet was able to come! At first, I thought I would feel weird but instead I really just wanted this whole awkwardness to go away. They were my friends first...and who likes to lose friends?

Me and Jaehyun had talked more about his friendship with Yeri... Obviously, I didn't give him demands to follow nor would he have even given me the time of day to make such demands that are about his life.

But as I work on shutting out the negative thoughts, he too would try his best to communicate with me for any problems we will most likely face going long distance again.

One thing was clear for both of us... We would both RESPECT the relationship.

Jae wouldn't do anything while he was hanging out with his friends that crossed the line between flirtatious and being friendly.

I too would have to remember Jaehyun's feeling when I become doubtful or lonely while on tour. I can't just call it quits with him over a minor issue we might have...

Okay, the issues we will have because...long distance is hard!

Speaking of Jae... he wouldn't be coming to the party till way later... he was on schedule.

"Unnie!" I scream out.

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"What!" I hear from 4 different voices.

My members had all came earlier today to the apartment to help set up. 

Which also... another thing about this party!

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I wasn't sure about the space, I mean yeah my apartment was big but like that's a lot of people! Luckily I had ordered more couches for the apartment after staying in it that day.

But again, the apartment wasn't too ready for guests just yet... but my Unnies didn't listen and threw it here anyways.

"Which one do I wear?" I ask while holding up two outfits.

All my Unnies had come to my closet, looking at each other wondering which one I was actually calling.

Jisoo and Lisa point to the one I was holding in my right hand while Jennie and Rose point to the one on my left...