Aera

Handsome Wife

"Get to bed" Jennie orders once the movie finally finishes. I pretend not to hear her or know about her existence as a whole while I click for the next movie "Aria!" Jennie says a bit louder while she puts her tub of ice cream down.

"Just one more movie" I ask with a pout while Jennie shakes her head no.

"You have to get up early tomorrow" She states and I roll my eyes... as if I didn't know that. "Do you want to go back to the hospital?" Jennie asks referring to me being exhausted last time.

"Yes!" I answer quickly with a nod. I should probably ask for the doctor's number this time.

"Aria" Jennie scolds and I groan and lazily get off the couch

"Can't you at least cuddle with me?" I turn around to ask her before I make my way to my bed. Jennie takes time to think about it, "Unnie I'm super lonely and I need a cuddle buddy" I pout even bigger.

"Let's go then" Jennie finally caves while she puts down the now empty tub of what was milk flavored ice cream.

I happily skip to bed and get under the covers while I pat the spot right next to me. When Jennie gets into the bed she scoots closer to me while I rest my head on her shoulder because why not? Jennie too would put her arm around me while the room was at a comfortable silence.

"Thank you for coming to visit me" I whisper

"You have us all a bit scared Aria" Jennie admits with a whisper as well.

"We never see you anymore and when we do you have either lost weight, have dark circles under your eyes, or you're sleep deprived... I think you should really ask the company for a break" She voices out while I remain silent and go over her words.

"But like I'm at the peak of my career right now... I can't take a break"

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"Are you happy?" Jennie asks after some time of silence

That was a hard question. 

Yeah, I'm happy people want to work with me and I'm happy for myself and my career. But there's still that part of me that doesn't want to have to wake up early every morning only to return home super late. I wish I had the time to go out and be with my members or maybe do some traveling.

Maybe I should suggest another season of Blackpink House? Surely that was fun and a little bit like a vacation.

Waitt... why am I trying to add more work for myself.

"I just have this project and then the kdrama and...then To all the boys 2 and 3" I admit to Jennie but mumble the last part of my schedule.

"And what else" Jennie inquires and I purse my lips

"Modern Family season 2" I reveal and close my eyes

"That's a lot of work and you still didn't mention all of the shoots and charity work you're also going to be doing" Jennie chimes in and I rub my forehead.

It's not like I can pull out of any of these projects! To all the boys well I can't just drop out of the film or delay filming...hello lead actress here! and the Kdrama well I have to do some acting in Korean for the fans here to enjoy. And my character in Modern Family has helped me grow and improve my acting so much that I can't simply just pull out of the show...not to mention I'M UNDER CONTRACTS.

"Why am I even wasting my time complaining about my work life when I should simply just deal with it. Some people work a nine to five job every day with no break... so I shouldn't be complaining"