Aera

Miss Koala

"Don't go!" I cry out with a pout while Jungkook fixes his suitcase by the door.

"Come here" He says with a smile while he opens his arms and I sadly walk into them.

"Our time together was too short" I whisper while I feel his arms squeeze around me. I take in his smell and feel safe and secure in his arms which only brings my tears forward. I didn't want him to go back to Korea. I wanted more time together, I wanted to show him around LA and introduce him to the different cultures like Spanish food and dancing. All things we couldn't do last night since people know he's here in LA.

Pulling back so I can look up at him, I still have tears falling down my face while he does his best to wipe them away "Can I go with you to the airport?" I ask in a plead, hoping he will change his answer

He just smiles sadly while he gives me a small peck, but I take the initiative to deepen the kiss. Because HELLOO...I gotta go months without him!

When he pulls back with a smile I just step forward and wrap my arms around his waist. "Please" I whisper

I don't look up at him but I can feel him shake his head while he wraps his arms around me. "The airport will probably be crazy and I don't have security" He answers softly while I feel him sway us side to side "I can't put you in danger like that" he tells me for the 5th time this morning but my response stays the same while I squeeze him tighter.

"I'll be fine" I plead one last time but he just continues swaying us

"I'm sorry Aria" is all he says and my tears come to the surface again.

I think I have a problem where I get too attached to people. I hate goodbyes.

"Will you miss me?" I ask and I feel him stop swaying us and he's probably looking down at me.

...

Lifting my head to meet his gaze, I'm correct.

"Is that even a question?" He asks and I just pout.

Jungkook answers by locking our lips together and picking me up to squeeze me to his chest which actually really hurts, but I'll take being as close to him as I can right now.

"I'll miss you very much" He finally says after he puts me down and I try not to show how sore that just made me so I put on a smile.

When his phone goes off with a text, he gives me one last look and I try to contain my tears. "It's my ride" he states

...

I've done long-distance before, I don't know why I'm struggling so much right now.

Maybe I'm tired of being alone?

"Do well at work yeah?" He whispers and I want to give a massive eye-roll. I don't want to work, I want to spend time with my boyfriend!

When I don't say anything he grabs my hand to give it one last squeeze while he uses his other hand to grab hold of his suitcase.

"Mhm..tu-turn off your phone on the plane, and pray that you don't crash, and- and- just-just have a safe flight" I mumble a bit while my voice becomes shaky.

Jungkook just gives me a smile and nod while he leans down to kiss me on the head and I begin trying to think about how else I can get him to stay.

Clearly, crying doesn't work.

Hmm...do I fake an accident?

...

Should I fall to the floor? 

Maybe I can fake a broken foot? 

Would he stay to take care of me?

Honestly, my mind is a mess, so when he opens up the door, it clicks that he is actually leaving.