She's So Particular (Complete)

Because I Feel It Too

The way the entire room goes silent is my first hint of what is to come and then there's excited whispers and suddenly commotion

'Oh my God is that who I think it is?!'

'What's she doing here?!'

'She's tiny in real life'

And that's all I need to know that she's here.

There are people rushing towards the entrance as a sudden air of panic fills the room and for a second the panic infects me, making me wonder how to act, what to say, how to explain why Camila Cabello, global pop phenomenon is here at the wrap party for the biggest rock band in the world.

"Looks like your girl's arrived" huffs Gabe as for the first time tonight all eyes are off of us and squarely planted on someone else

I push up from my seat as my heart begins to race.

I haven't had a girlfriend since I was in high school, and back then no one gave a shit who I dated or what we did, I have a feeling I'm about to step into a whole other world once everyone realises why Camila is here.l and for a second I consider not confirming or denying anything and just letting everyone speculate but then I see her, tiny in a sea of attention. Everyone fussing and fawning over her, she looks flustered and nervous and the protective side of me takes over

"Camila we weren't expecting you, let me find you a table and then I'll get you a drink"

"She's with me" the short red headed man turns suddenly and lifts his gaze from my chest, which he's at eye level with to my face and then shock visibly washes over him as he realises who I am

"Shawn..." but my attention isn't on him, it's on the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life... Camila

Her newly washed hair is hanging in natural curls almost to her waist, her face has minimal make up and the dress... the dress is doing all kinds of things to both my body and mind already. It's red and tight and dips dangerously low between her breasts as it pulls tight over her ass and skims her thighs and I feel a possessiveness I've never felt before blaze through me

"Hi" she smiles up at me through her lashes obviously not sure what the boundaries are now we're in public but fuck boundaries, this girl is beyond hot and she's mine and I couldn't care less who knows it so I reach out and take her hand

"Hi" I reply and we both smile widely like lovestruck teenagers as every other person on earth seems to stop existing "You look amazing" I tell her as I dip and wrap my arms around her waist

"Thank you" she giggles gently against my neck and we separate and I'm now aware of all the looks and whispers that are aimed in our direction

"I think we just went public" I say without an ounce of regret "might as well give them a show" and I lift my hands to her face, cupping her cheeks and pressing my lips to hers, in a kiss to let her and everyone in here know that this girl is mine.

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"Thank you for coming" says Shawn as he towel dries his hair, he's wearing only a pair of white Calvin Kleins and I can't look anywhere other than at his sculpted body "See something you like?" He laughs before throwing the towel at me and I cover my face with it, embarrassed at being caught so obviously checking him out

"You don't have to be embarrassed, I'm your boyfriend which means you get to look and you get to touch, lucky you eh?"

"Stoooop!" He just laughs before pulling on a pair of cream track pants and then sitting down next to me on the sofa

"I'm really sorry for being such an idiot, you know that right?" He runs a hand over my hair and looks at me intently with his honey glazed eyes and I feel my libido beginning to stir

"Mm hm"

"It just never crossed my mind, I know that sounds ridiculous now but..."

"Shawn it's fine, I promise" I kiss his lips and he smiles that smile that has the entire female and a big percentage of the male population at his feet

"You're amazing do you know that?"

"No, but you make me feel like I am" I kiss him again, for longer this time, wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling our chests together. His taste is tainted by the mint of the toothpaste he just used but as always it's addictive and I can feel my body quickly wanting more and more of this man and the magic his body can do

"Shawn..." I whisper against his lips and he kisses me again before finally asking me 'what?' "I want to be with you" I whisper and his face suddenly grows serious

"Are you sure?"

"One million percent sure. I trust you and want to experience this with you"

He nods slightly before taking my hands in his "Okay but not tonight, it's your first time and I want it to be perfect"

"As long as it's with you it will always be perfect" I tell him and then blush at how easy it is to be affectionate with him

"Let me do this for you, let me make it the perfect night"

This time it's my turn to nod "If only you knew how much you make me feel" I admit as it suddenly dawns on me how strong my feelings are becoming

"I do" he assures me before placing a soft kiss on my forehead "Because I feel it too"

*first time with details coming up soon