She's So Particular (Complete)

I Want To Feel That

I sit back in my seat and watch as Camilas hips sway back and forth as she moves her hands over the smooth skin of her thighs

I can see the gorilla at the bar watching the same show that I am and appreciating it just as much as me and that makes the alcohol sit pretty uncomfortably in my stomach as I realise that no matter what Camila says about their relationship the meat head has actual feelings for her, they are written all over his face and practically drooling out of his mouth and that makes everything much more complicated

"Shawn come and dance with me!" Camila yells and I'm almost tempted just to see the look on the gorillas face as I rub up against her, my hands are prone to wandering at the best of times let alone when I'm 4 double rums in, I wonder what he would make of that

"Oh he's too cool to dance" laughs Renee as she bumps her hips against Camilas and just for a fleeting second I imagine me, Camila, Renee and a bed

"Nesto?!" I watch as the gorilla shakes his head and Camila pouts at him obviously hoping to twist him around her little finger the way she seems to do so easily "Please???" Again he rejects her request and I'm pleased because if she started grinding on him looking the way she does tonight I'm not sure how drunk Shawn would react

"I'll dance with you Camila!"

Gabe! that little shit!

Doesn't realise this game has too many players already?

I'm just about to kick his shin and let him know he most definitely will not be dancing with her but it's too late, she's at the booth dragging him to his feet before I even get the chance to breath out in annoyance

"Shawn!" Rudy, our security for the night has to shout my name twice to get my attention off of Camila and Gabe, two seconds in and he already has his grimy hands on her hips "There's a group of blonds here wanting VIP access, You in the mood for company tonight or is that a silly question?"

Usually yes, it would be a very silly question but tonight, with Camila here and the gorilla watching her as though he's waiting for dinner to be served a group of giggly, flirty girls pushing their tits in my face hoping I choose them to go home with suddenly doesn't seem all that appealing.

I look up and watch as Camila loops her arms around Gabes neck as his hands move to the small of her back pulling her in to his crotch and I suddenly like the idea of using a group of blonds to see what kind of reaction i can get from Camila and how quickly I can get attention away from Gabe and back on me

"Send them my way!" I yell to Rudy with a wink and then put my eyes back on Camila just in time to catch her looking at me and then to the group of girls that are now ducking under the red velvet rope and heading towards our booth

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The girls strut one by one to our booth, each one taller, thinner and blonder than the one before and I can feel my heart begin to sink into my chest.

Each girl seems only to be interested in Shawn and the way he lazily gazes over them and then licks his lips shows their interest is obviously reciprocated

I feel Gabes grip loosen slightly and as I look up I find him looking over his shoulder at the table that is now surrounded by much prettier, bustier girls than me so I remove my arms from his neck "Go get em" I say and he looks down at me apologetically but I just push him towards the table

"Guys!" says Renee as she hands me another drink but my enthusiasm for the night walked out of the club the second those girls walked in so I walk to the booth, set the drink on the table and catch sight of a beautifully manicured hand running up and down Shawns thigh, his eyes closed in pleasure as I feel tears begin to burn my own

"I'm leaving now" I tell them and Shawns eyes shoot open as though he's suddenly aware of my presence "You guys have a good night"

"Oh we will" coos the blond with her hands on Shawn "Every long, sweaty, minute of it" I feel my stomach turn at her insinuation but I force a smile before turning around

"Camila!" I turn back to find Shawn beginning to stand up "You can't go yet"

I frown as to question why I can't go when that is the only thing In the world I want to do

"Not until you dance with me"

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I walk towards her wondering why the fuck I just said that.

I don't dance.

I never dance

But here I am, taking Camilas hand in mine and leading her back on to the dance floor

I wasn't planning on doing this, but the second I heard her say that she was leaving I knew I had to stop her, the night is too young, and I don't have the information that i'm so eager to have yet

"I can't dance" I whisper into her hair as I slide an arm around her waist and pull her snugly to me, relaxing a little when the next song starts and I find it's a ballad "But I can sway"

"I'm sure you sway great" she giggles as her hands slide over my biceps and come to rest on my shoulders and her cheek rest against my chest I spare one glance at the gorilla and the look on his face tells me how hard he's trying not to jump up from his seat and punch me in the face

"You smell good" I say honestly as we continue to move together, the warmth of her cheek burning through my t-shirt and seeping in to my chest

"So do you" She replies softly as her finger tips begin drawing lines over my shoulders and I begin to feel an ill timed stirring in my groin "Shawn..."

"Yes?"

"I've had rum, does that mean i'm not officially a pirate?" we both laugh at her silliness as I allow my finger to move over her dress, the feel of the waistband of her panties doing nothing to quell the hardening problem in my pants "Can I ask you something?"

"Anything" the word is gruff as I try to fight the way my body is beginning to heat up under her touch

"Earlier, when you said that if you kissed me my body and mind would catch fire and I wouldn't know if it was anger, fear or lust but that feeling alone would forever change me"

I nod my head, not really knowing how to respond when faced with my own words

"I want to feel that" she whispers against my chest, so quietly I almost miss it but I heard it and I immediately know what she's asking of me as her fingers move up my neck and grip gently on to my hair "I want to feel that so bad. Will you do it for me Shawn? will you make me feel that way? Will you kiss me Shawn?

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