Be la mia Stella (Be my Star)

Chapter 12

     People do incredible things for love, 
particularly
for unrequited love.
- theqoutesmaster.com

Chapter 12: Gusto mo naman.

"Ano? Okay na Rem? Pwede na manligaw?" tanong ko sa kanya.

"Pffft. shit HAHAHA" naningkit ang mata ko, kanina pa talaga to tumatawa.

"Happy? Happy?" I asked again.

"Yes HAHAHAHAHA" napasapo ako sa noo ko dahil sa sagot niya.

Kailan ba to titigil sa kakatawa?

"Magbibihis na lang kaya ako Jeremiah?"

"Huh? Ehem, pffft. sige continue ka na." he said forcing himself not to laugh.

  I sat down and grabbed my guitar. I was about to strum my guitar when he laughed again. Again!

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" and this time, it's much louder.

I faked a coughed.

"Ehem, Jeremiah nakakatawa ba talaga itsura ko?"

"Jeremiah? sorry, sorry that'll be the last- HAHA wait sorry natatawa talaga ako. HAHA"

I inhaled and exhaled deeply.

  Hindi naman sa ayaw ko sa kanyang tumatawa o naiinis ako dahil tinatawanan niya suot ko. Ang sa akin lang ay natatakot ako. Natatakot ako na baka sa kakatawa niya, mas gugustuhin ko na lang na titigan siya at kalimutan na muna ang panliligaw sa kanya.

I sighed.

  I positioned my guitar and started strumming softly. Until he slowly stopped laughing.

"Tonight, I'm gonna sing 'Weak' by Kiana." and started singing.

"I don't know what it is that you've done to me" Hindi ko talaga alam, hindi ko alam kung anong meron sayo Rem..

"But it caused me to act in such a crazy way." Binabaliw mo ako ng sobra-sobra.

"Whatever it is that you do, when you do, what you're doing."

"It's a feeling that I don't understand." Nakakalito.

"Cause my heart starts beating triple time with thoughts of loving you on my mind."

"I can't figure out just what to do when the cause and cure is you..." masaya na masakit ang mahalin ka Rem. Hindi ko na alam.

"I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak" Nakakakilig na nakakatuliro na nakakabaliw.

"I lose all control and something takes over me" Ngumingiti ka nga lang, nawawalan na ako ng imik.

"In a daze your love so amazin', it's not a phase." so amazing that it makes me weak..

"I want you to stay with me by my side, I swallow my pride." nakakahiya mang ako ang nanliligaw, na ako ang unang nagpakita ng interes..basta makasama ka lang, gagawin ko.

"Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet"

"Can't explain why your love, it makes me weak....."

  After I sang, he smiled at me. A smile that melted my heart.

  When we ate our dinner together, he suddenly became quite and it's like he's thinking something deep. Kaya hindi na ako nagsalita at 'di na siya dinisturbo.