Having anxiety is like having a stalker
No matter where I go or who I'm with
I always have the feeling like someone's watching me
I apologize for everything even if it isn't my fault
I never send food back because I'm afraid of being A burden
I sweat a lot
And I do not handle confrontation well
I stress myself out to the point of being physically sick
I am terrified of first impressions
I have become the friend that "doesn't know how to have fun"
Because I can't let go
And I care too much about what people think of me because if it's anything like what I think of myself
I don't blame you for not liking me either
I'm sick of my anxiety but honestly
I'm afraid of what life would be like without it
We have this toxic relationship and most of the time I Wanna break up but I'll stay with him because my anxiety in one of the few things that hasn't left me yet
I think that's why I love so deep
Why I care so much
Because I want to give people the kind of love, I'm afraid I'll never find
