I hate missing you and I know I shouldn't logically I shouldn't but when has my heart ever been one listen to reason when it comes to you
you have become this constant lump in the back of my throat and I can't seem to talk over you and your empty promises
you said you would give me the world but little did I know the world you wanted to give me was text from another girl and screaming at each other in an empty parking lot at 2:00 AM
but the thing that really messed me up was how easily you treated me in a way I could never possibly bring myself to treat you because when I say love I don't mean only now in this minute I don't mean only for the next few hours or days I mean I love you now and I will love you until you break me enough to stop but
I cannot bring myself to hit you and I know that it would make things easier but I can't I can't forget a single thing about you
your tendencies are tattooed on my eyelids and every time I blink I think about you
