They ask me if I'm okay they say that I've been quiet recently I think it's getting bad again but I don't say a thing this time feels different though it's not a lingering sting of sadness or depression about the past or even anxiety about the future it's a hollow void of nothingness and emptiness unlike anything I had ever felt before I don't feel like I'm enough and I never have but this time feels different I scroll on my phone trying to distance my mind from the fact that I feel like it's dying I try my best to keep myself busy but some days I just sit there in misery
