"Wake up"!
I'm hungry again, I'm always hungry, why am I always hungry?
"brush your teeth"!
I wonder how long it would take to purge everything I've ever eaten
"go downstairs "!
Don't look at the leftovers on the table if you don't look at it then it doesn't exist
"feed the bird"!
Why can I feed the bird but not myself?
"turn on the tv"!
She's skinnier then I am
"turn of the tv"!
I'm still hungry but I can't eat, not yet, no I need to hold out for a little longer
"get water"!
Water can make the screaming pain in my stomach stop one bottle two bottles 3,4... I'm not hungry anymore
At least I tell myself that I'm not hungry because I find it so easy to lie to myself nowadays to tell myself that I can go those extra 30 minutes without eating
I can go without those vital daily meals, but as my symptoms get worse and worse I remember the truth
"you can fool your mind, but your body"?
Your body sees through it all and will continue to scream at you until you listen, but still, tonight I will go to bed hungry.
