I want to love you so badly
but I hope you know that loving you will take time not because you aren't worthy of all the love this world has to give but because loving you scares the hell out of me
because the last time I love someone the way I want to love you I almost didn't survive
I don't want you to think it has anything to do with you because you are perfect you are loving you are kind you are everything they weren't and I have never felt so beautiful as I do when you look at me
you take every insecurity every anxiety every hesitation tuck them into your back pocket and tell me it will be OK
I wish I knew how you do that how your touch is the first that didn't make me tremble your hand the first I never want to let go of your voice the first I never want to stop hearing your lips the first I never want to forget the feeling of kissing
you woke me up like the most beautiful amaranth and cerulean sunrise so please be patient with me because I really want to love you
