I'm not doing well and I know that
I want to reach out but I know there is nothing to be done
"Let me know if u need anything "
" call me if there's anything I can do"
"I'm always here for you"
Idk how to explain to them that I don't feel human anymore
I'm detached
Uncoupled from my body
I look in the mirror and see someone with tired dead eyes underneath counter-fit smiles
And nonchalant assurances
I want to wake up
I want to snap out of it
But most importantly
I want to BE again
