Dearest Bleu,
I really want to be open about my feelings and emotions to you. Although, I still don't know if I should be, I'm still doubting you are even real.
What if your just a piece of my subconscious desires?
I'm really concerned about my mental state, am I just making all this to cope with stress and loneliness?
Whether that was the case or not, I still have hopes in meeting you, being with you and loving you until my last breath.
I know it's quite unnecessary for a young girl like me to even say that but I trust God, I mean would He have made me dream about me three times if you're just nothing.
When we meet, I promise to be there for you, support you everything and accept you for you.
You made me realize how important and special I am through dreams and I couldn't imagine how much so could you do in reality, our reality.
Today, Bleu, Mikhail, I vow to wait for you, you and only you. I can't wait for that day to finally arrive, until we meet again on the waiting shed next time.
I'll see you tonight, my Bleu.
xoxo
Raine
