Dearest Bleu,
Oh if you had any idea how much I miss you, and writing to you is. It's been three months since I wrote, just imagine that.
After that dream, that almost felt real, I couldn't help but wonder, who you really are, and while I vow to keep my promise waiting for you, I still want to know.
Those months always seem to be incomplete without writing to you. Well, I still think of you at night, I still remember how you look and how you bring peace to my night.
For some reason I just need to find myself again, I did, I realized I already did when I found you. You bring out every part of me at its best. I spent those months searching what was already showing from within.
After all the day's stress I head straight to bed just to find myself staring into a void thinking of you, how your day went and where are you now.
If only I could comfort and support you to cherish every moment with you. How long will I have to wait? How far distance can be in the way?
How can I miss you so much yet I haven't met you in my world, in my reality?
I'll be waiting hal, I'll meet you soon. I miss you so much, find me soon.
xoxo
Raine
