My Dearest Bleu,
I really don't know how to say this. I think I need to, I don't know what words to say but I'll be back my love, but I want to make this clear, I am and will always be with you no matter what.
I just need to do things first, of course I will always look up on the ceiling and see your face every night. I just have this feeling that I need this, I need to do this.
Whatever that is I will figure it out on the process. Probably next time I'll be writing will be at May 1, I promise, I'll tell you everything.
I want you to be happy, okiie? It won't be long, I will still talk to you but I just need to do things first my way.
See you soon, my Bleu.
xoxo
Raine
