Dearest Bleu,
I don't know what to say, it feels like I'm just sort of empty suddenly.
No, it wasn't something between us. It's just me, I feel so drained like I was squished to the core. I feel so lazy, I don't want to move.
I can still remember last night's dream, seeing your eyes in pain caused me a lot of pain too, I just couldn't stare at your eyes that one bit, it was drained the colors, there only left gray.
The moment I woke up from that dream, a tear leaked to my eye. It just felt something, I couldn't really explain it.
I guess we just sometimes feel this way, overwhelmed and drained but that doesn't mean life won't go on. It has to, it's life, a continuous process, basically an unending cycle we couldn't grow accustomed to even for a how long we've been experiencing it.
As long as I have you at the end of the day, I know I'll be fine. When I'm with you I'm at peace and home. Because home isn't just place, it's someone and not "just someone", you, you are my resting place, my forever home.
xoxo
Raine
