Dearest Bleu,
Merry Christmas! It's just so sad I can't spend this christmas with you like you in here, but I do love the dream earlier.
"Bleu's", of course I'm yours and you're mine.
This is our first christmas at least first I've known you and while you are not here I can still feel your presence, your warm and comforting presence.
Wherever you are, I want you to know that I'm always here and I'll be patiently waiting for you, my future doctor.
I'll be waiting just like you've asked me, I know you'll be here soon, you'll find me soon.
Stay safe and always take care, don't forget to always thank the Lord for everything, I thank Him every night for Him giving you to me, my peace, my calm ocean and my forever resting home.
xoxo
Raine
