(REWRITE) Broken Heart

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Joshua's Pov

Warning: Sad subjects mentioned

I woke up from my blackout remembering what happened before everything went dark. I went running out of the kitchen to see Xander passed out, Bellamy unconscious and Marco unconscious also. All I could think of was if Ivy got home because I never got a text from her. I looked around the downstairs and she was no where to be found, neither was Alana. I quickly ran up into my room and saw Ivy laying there. Her skin was white as porcelain and it looked as if she wasn't breathing. I quickly ran to her side and started CPR. I screamed hoping anyone would hear me even the Sanchez Brothers who were all currently unable to do anything. After about an hour of trying CPR and trying our phone lines which were currently all cut off nothing worked.

"NO!" I screamed as I started to sob. I never understood how people could wail when they cry but I truly understood what wailing was today. It happens when you're truly heartbroken and it comes deep within you.

"Joshua?!" I heard someone yell as they ran down the hall to my room. I now was in uncontrollable tears and had my head laid gently down near her. I was crying so much I felt as if I was going to throw up. Ivy was the only one who could make me happy on my worst days and now she was gone because Marco let an untrustworthy enemy in our house.

Marco came rushing into my room and all the color drained from his face when he saw Ivy. I started to scream and curse at him. I started to punch him countless times because he took the only thing that brought me joy. This, this tragedy was all his fault and now he has to deal with the consequences. Xander and Bellamy rushed up the stairs once they woke and heard the commotion. I was dragged off of Marco by Xander and Bellamy helped Marco up. As Xander dragged me away he carried me downstairs and I saw Bellamy pick up his phone to make a call.

"Stop! Xander Please!" I screamed still in shambles. I tried to kick and hit my way out of his grip but it was no use. Next to my eyes started to rash because of how hard I was crying and the salty tears stung the newly opened wounds. Xander sat me down on the couch in the living room while he tried to calm me down.

"I'm going to kill you Marco you hear me!" I scream at the top of my lungs while crying. My life is and always is going to be a living hell. I never asked to deal with such heartbreak and pain. Why me out of all people?

"Buddy come here." Xander said gently pulling me towards him. At first I fought it but then relaxed into his hold as I sobbed uncontrollably. Marco tried to come downstairs but Xander immediately kicked him out. People came and took care of Ivy. Xander wouldn't let me look because of how upset I was. I now was curled up in a ball on the couch. An hour passed by and I haven't moved or spoken to anyone. I felt a muscular hand on my back but it wasn't any of the Sanchez Brothers. I lifted my gaze and met mine with Law. He sat down on the couch next to me pulling my body into a tight hug.

"I'm so sorry kid.." He said as his voice sunk and I just sobbed into his hoodie. He held me there and didn't say anything for a good while. The one thing I like about Law is that he doesn't ask questions until you're ready and if you aren't ready he won't ask. Marco walked down the steps and Law got up walking towards him.

"You better figure this shit out Sanchez. You're lucky I don't kill you now." He said through gritted teeth getting dangerously close to Marco. Marco nodded to him as he walked off to his office and closed the door.

It became night and I couldn't take it anymore, I rolled in my bed restlessly and inside my head each event of tonight replayed inside my head repeatedly. The looks on all of the boys' faces and the view of the love of my life dead inside the home I now rest in. Hearing a knock at my door quickly shook me out of my thoughts.

"I know you can hear me kid, let's go for a ride shall we?" I heard Laws gruff voice at my doorway. I quickly pulled up the hood to my hoodie and without making eye contact I exited the room to make my way downstairs towards the car. We didn't talk much, Law just drove and the car was so silent you could hear the crickets in the surrounding woods near the roads. Starting to get drowsy I closed my eyes comfortably and listened to the sound of light buzzing motor. Next thing I knew everything turned black and I fell asleep.

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