His Sins

CHAPTER - 25

Sid - Avneet I want to tell you my past, why I was like that, why I behaved with you this way, everything. After that it will be your decision to forgive or not

I just nodded, indicating him to continue. He sighed and began.

Sid - It all started when I was 12. Till that time I had a perfect life, a perfect mother, a perfect father , a perfect elder brother, basically a perfect family. I was a very happy child. I always used to smile, help others. I never used to like when anyone was sad I always used to take it upon me, that I have to make them smile and happy. I used to succeed also. But it changed that day my parents and Vaish di parents were returning from Europe after their business deal, they were coming back from airport to our home. I still remember how me, dada and di were standing on the doorway waiting to welcome them. Whenever a car used to pass we would bend a little to check whether it was our parents car. But no, our parents never came back, that day they died in the car accident. That incident was a huge troll on us. After that me and dada were living with my father's brother that is our uncle. Uncle and aunty were very good, they never have any child, so we become their sons. After 2 months dada left for Canada along with di. They were going to study  there in a boarding school. Our parents had already enrolled him and di before they died. Uncle and aunty started handling the business so I always used to be alone. And I was never alone before. I complained about that to my uncle and aunty they also understood, so they sent me to my mother's sister. She was my favorite aunt. She used to love me a lot, but who knew she was always wearing a mask. Under a mask was a cunning, sly, dirty woman. (his jaw clenched when he was taking about her, Avneet saw this and hesitantly kept her hand on his, and gave his hand a slight squeeze. This gesture of her's calmed her)

Her name was Maria, her husband was in navy so he used to mostly out of station, he would visit his family in 4-5 months for few days. She also had a daughter, her name was Aria, she was 16 years of age. For few days my aunt was all good to me. But after 1 week she and her daughter would always touch me inappropriately, u know what I mean. First I didn't understand what they were doing I thought that it was just a mistake or I would have misunderstood, but slowly it started increasing. They will openly keep their hand on my shaft, rubbing it, while looking me in the body. They would touch my chest running their finger nails along it. Now I was fully aware of what I they were doing. So gather some courage, cause I was already broken by my parent's death, so I used to cry a lot, so I asked them not to do it I don't like it. But they used to shut be up by forcefully kissing me, or slapping me hard. Then they would tell me to enjoy this. Still I used to remove their hands when they would try to touch me. But they would not budge, so I decided I should tell my father's side uncle and aunt. I was calling them but Maria came to know, so she snatched the phone from me and exactly at that time my aunt picked up. Maria told her she dialed by mistake. When my aunt asked about me to her, she said I was playing in the playground and I am very happy. When she was saying her beloved daughter was covering my mouth with her palm, so I cannot speak anything. After the call, she threatened me that if I tell anybody, then she will kill uncle, aunty, dada and di. I believed her threat cause I was a mere 12 year naïve child. 

But from that day they would beat me black and blue everyday, until I would pass out. They would sexually abuse me, if I would go against them they would beat me. They would also add drugs in my food, so by that I became a drug addict. When I would ask them for my dose, they would laugh at my pain and not give me till I was going to die. Not only them they would call their friends to, they also joined them. They made me their play toy. They used to rub their cigarettes' on my body after finishing their smoking. They would disgrace me every now and then. Because of all this I started getting panic attacks, nightmare, insomnia.

The torture continued for 2 years. It was a usual day Maria and Aria had called her friends to give me new scars and take advantage of me sexually. They were already enjoying me. Both were drunk. Then the doorebell rang, Maria told the servant to sent whoever was at the door to send them in  here. I was crying, begging doing everything to them so they would stop but no they never. They were enjoying my body, then we heard a huge gasp at the doorway. Their stood my uncle and aunty with shock evident on their faces. When I saw them hope was glistening in my eyes. My aunt was on the verge of tears, and my uncle looked angry. My uncle asked Maria about this, since she was highly drunk she told them everything. My uncle immediately called the police. We informed them about the situation. Maria and Aria along with their friends were announced jail for lifetime. We informed Maria's husband about it he was furious, he never came to know about me living their. Cause whenever he used to live their, Maria would send me to one of her friend's house. But after that I become numb, I started hating women, cause in every women I saw Maria. I thought all are same, if I would give them my little finger they will grab my whole hand. So I thought I will not allow now any women to play with me, I would rather play with them. When they didn't considered about my feelings, they I will also not. So I started sleeping with women so I can show them I am not weak, and no one can take advantage of me.

But I never raped girls Avneet, I always slept with them who would agree for one night - stand. I know when u met me u thought I was forcing that girl, actually not I was saving that girl. When I went to the club where I saw her, I saw her guy friends, mixing something in her drink. Then I heard their conversation, and they were going to take advantage of her. I didn't want to ruin her life, when I knew I could save her. But I also didn't want anyone to know that me THE SIDDHARTH NIGAM saving a girl, from getting raped who is the biggest player of the town. Jeez no thanks, that would show I was weak, but now I know helping others openly is not weakness.

Now u might be confused as to why I did this all to u. Cause u did what no one cause after Maria's incident, u slapped me, u basically touched me without my permission. After that Maria's incident I would flinch at every little touch of anyone and I never like anyone touching me without my permission. I know u slapped me for good cause but when u did it I saw Maria in u. So I decided to ruin u before u ruin me. I am so sorry Avneet for doing that. I have realized I was being a dick, I was so wrong by doing all this. I just destroyed my leftover sanity by doing all this. Now I think I am worst than Maria. This guilt, this pain is eating me Avneet. Please help me, please. No one else can help me. From when u have come I stopped bringing girls, I snap a little, I am coming home drunk. Please help me. I am also going to cancel that pathetic 2 year contract, but don't worry your brother will study in London till he completes, and as dada has told u and Reem u both will work in my company, till u both want. But please stay in my house. Please.

Avneet sighs, hearing all these. She runs her hand through her hair and ask him.

Avu -How will I help u?

Sid - By forgiving me and giving me a chance, to prove I want to change and will change, and also by becoming my friend. (he said while looking in her eyes)

Avu - So? What do u want to ask me?

Sid (sighs) - Avneet I am sorry. Please forgive me. Will u? This is totally ur decision and after this I will not trouble u. I know what I have done due to my past, it's still not justicable. But pls I want to change. I want to live my life normally, so please help me. Please. So I am asking u once again.

Avneet will u forgive me? And will u become my friend?

Avu - ......................................

Cliffhanger

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