Cheating Wife

Chapter 35

Sry for the tardiness, I'm on vaca, but do give feed since this was quick, I'm not sure it's as good.

August 24 Yongsan, Seoul

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Still sitted on the floor, along with Xander who'd found shelter on your lap, you found yourself playing with his tiny locks. His head resting on your chest, you could tell by his light breathing that the walk had drained all of his energy, resulting in fatigue, moreover you playing with his hair only made it more tempting.

Your mom had found place on the chair, to your desk. She sat there, the letter in her hands, reading in her head, taking in all of this new information.

" And you tell me, that Sehun hid this from you." She stated. You nodded in response.

Inhaling the air around her, she exhaled heavily imagining all of her stress and frustration leaving her body through the action of her exhaleration.

" Mom, he said that... He said that he still loves me. " your voice was shaky from the previous crying.

She closed her eyes, letting your words slide in. " I know baby." She said whilst folding the letter into a square. " And maybe, it's for the best-"

" Mom! " You interrupted knowing exactly what she was referring to. She'd tried so hard to play cupid with you and Sehun, despite your warnings. She claimed, to have done it out of love for Xander, as she didn't want him growing up without a father.

But you would never be able to forgive yourself if ever you'd given in to that logic. Jungkook was Xanders father, no more, no less. Not to mention, that now maybe you had a chance, a chance to make up with Jungkook, and finally titel him as Xanders father.

" You know I cheated on Jungkook...And you know I did it with Sehun... Right? " You reminded her. Looking at you she rose a brow in suspension.

" Where exactly are you getting at? " Her response was emotionless, as if she almost did not care.

" But I believe that I've failed to clarify how..." You spoke.

" Y/n you don't need to get yourself through this. "

" But I do mom, because I genuinely don't think you understand the mess I made." You responded I'm frustration over the fact that your mother seemed to care less. Maybe if you went in depth on details, she might understand how serious this was, moreover how it just wasn't a possibility. " Mom, Sehun was Jungkook's best friend, and I knew it. When I first did it with Sehun, mom, I was drunk. Yes, I had consumed more than two glasses of wine that night... " You confessed.

" But... You don't drink. " Your mother responded. She didn't seem too shocked about it, but you could tell that your sudden confession had caught her off guard, resulting in a surprise.

" Exactly, and yet, I chose to do it that night. And you want to know why, because I was a coward, that night Sehun was only supposed to drop me off after Jungkook abruptly left to the hospital in an emergency... But instead, I invited him in. " You pursued with calm. " I did it because I knew he pitied me like everyone else. I remember how much pity there were in his eyes, I knew he found me pathetic, so I drank that night, why?... Because I wanted to prove him wrong, but in the end it turned into a three months long affair. I might have  under the influence, but that does not excuse my actions, nevertheless I pursued to cheat while sober, instead stopping it before it was too late. " Her eyes had turned wide for a second, but for just a second, before going back to normal. This was very unexpected, she knew you'd cheated, but she knew not how. " Now you know."