Chapter 20

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01.48pm

You were now located in a baby shop, with your mother in front as if leading the way through the aisles of shelves stocked on baby equipments. With you following along in the back, along with Xander sleeping close to your chest, sucking on his blue bear-head shaped pacifier. You were trying out the new baby carrier bought for you, technically it was bought for Xander, by your mother, and you couldn't come over at how of an immense help it was for you, as from now on you didn't need to carry him in your arms all the time, moreover there was no need for the stroller anymore, it was a great help, and still very useful, but at times like these, this carrier was definitely scoring the high points.

" we need a car-seat." your mother spoke suddenly as she scanned the shelves, with the car-seats. " what do you think of this one, looks comfortable?" her gaze turned to you for an answer, the one she was talking about was plain black, nothing special, with a bearable price. You nodded as in giving her your consent.

" your face looks wrinklier than mine today, if you ask me, you look like someone who's literally sleepwalking." her comment catched your attention, and you couldn't help but chuckle at her sarcasm as you shoock your head. " it's not like I mind it, I like looking younger, people passing by probably think I'm the mother and you the granny. " she added with a face of pride. " mom please, he woke me up at five today." was your response. " yes, I know, you told me, but usually you'd go back to sleep after that, why different today?" a scene of you reading Jungkook's letter early this morning, crossed your mind, and suddenly there was no answer. She threatened to burn them away if you didn't stop reading them, and since you were moving you wanted them with you in good shape, while they were still readable.

" I just... I just wasn't tired enough." you lied. " mmhm, well now you are." she responded with a suspicious look on her face, slowly nodding as if knowing exactly what you were actually hiding.

" let's buy the seat and leave, Xander can't feed of his pacifier forever." you hurried, ignoring the intense stare she was giving you. " did you not feed him before we left." she said, as more of a statement than a question. " yes, but hours have passed since then. " you added hoping she'd buy it, and finally let it slip." it's only been two hours, barely, since then, he'll be fine." she responded as she fixed her watch." mom, please, I'm super tired, let's just buy the seat and go."

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3 days later
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Today was the last day you were going to spend in this house, for as soon as tomorrow, you'll be long gone, on your way to your new city, your new home, your new life, the start of a great story, at least it was safe for you to think that way. You were in your room, packing the rest of your clothes. You haven't had the time to do so lately as you've been too busy buying necessary equipment for Xander, and trying to pack them so they didn't take to much space, in which took you longer than expected, and now here you are on the second last day, packing your last belongings.

While packing your things, you stumbled apon a set lingerie, it was a beautiful red set... Something Sehun had bought for you, and that's when you were reminded of the many nights you did it, like two wild animals. You rapidly packed it away, yet only to come across one of your favourite dresses. It's the yellow summer dress Jungkook had bought for you, he had complimented you with it many times, thus becoming your favourite. You held it up to see it in its full glory. White tiny daisies were spread across the dress, as if they were thrown in the air, and onto the dress, when made, creating a beautiful floral-print. The dress was midi length, reaching a tan over the knee, accompanied with a sided front split. The dress had a round neckline, giving exposure to your beautiful dark collarbone, but your favourite part about it, was the short sleeves with shirred cuffs, which gave more an 1980s vibe to it, which you loved. You had a vibrant smile on your face as you held it up proudly in front of you.

" It's a beautiful dress."

Startled you turned towards the door, and there he was, Sehun, standing by the door frame staring at your dress, your smile dropped when realising why. This was the dress you had on that summer day. Jungkook was coming home late, as usual, and Sehun suddenly barged in. That day you had done it on the kitchen island with no sense of shame.

Rapidly you packed it away, not sparing him a glance out of discomfort, you were so embarrassed, of course he remembered it. On that day, the sun had decided to stay out till late, making it extremely heated. It was so hot, and with the two of you doing it so hard, you were both sweating and panting as if, running a marathon.

" Do you need help?" he asked pulling you out of your thoughts.

" I'm fine, thank you." you responded shortly. There was a minute of silence with you packing the rest, while he stood there watching.

" Are you ignoring me." he said, as more of a statement than a question.

" No of course not, I've just been busy is all... " you trailed off.

" Busy? No offence, but you've been stuck in this house for the past two weeks doing nothing but sleeping late and playing with Xander... What could've possibly held you so busy." his tone was almost on the harsh side, he sounded fed up, annoyed, irritated, and he let his words slip before thinking, letting his frustration out on you.

" Well then, why don't you try being a mother for a day, I'd like to see you handling a crying baby at 4am in the morning, and almost not getting an ounce of sleep. The only reason I'm sitting here packing right now, is because I have a sweet mother that's willing to help me, with my baby. " your eyes were boring through his, he 'd hit the wrong nerve, and he knew it.

That shut him up for a while

" I'm sorry, I didn't mean to sound rude... It's just, it's been a while since we've spoken, and you're ignoring me constantly. " he said, his eyes on you, as if searching for something, something non-existent.

" What do you want me to say Sehun, I don't know how to talk to you at the moment... " you responded as you let your head fall, your attention now on the pair of leggings, you had stopped folding. " and for now I think it's best this way, considering the fact that we'll be moving in together.

More than a minute passed as none of you spoke, with his eyes on you, and your current attention on your pair of leggings, one of you had to break the building tension.

"I just... I miss you." your head flung up in shock, and surprise. That wasn't expected. You clenched your fist, tighting your grip on the cloth, which made it so obvious that you were tense.

Your throat felt dry, as well as your palms. Your eyes on his, and his on yours, you felt confused. Why was he doing this, did he truly love you, had he really fallen for you.

" What do you want Sehun."

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" You know exactly what I want."











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