-THIRTY NINE-

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Should update lol. Hi, lady hahahaha.



Sana's POV


"Where were you?" I asked as I folded my arms on my chest. "You left early and went home late, Tzuyu. I was waiting for you the whole fucking day."

My eyes are squinted are pointedly looking at the man who left me this morning. It's okay for him to leave anytime he wants but taking a whole day out? I think that's too much.

He sighed and took his shoes off beforehand saying. "Sorry. Chaeyoung and I didn't notice the time."

"Oh, right." I scoffed and rolled my eyes.

When he's done with his business, he sauntered towards me and wrapped her hands on my waist. I rolled my eyes but my lips went up. But my smile frozed when I smelled him.

I love perfumes and body mists so I know what I'm smelling right now. It's Giorgo Beverly Hills. A girl's perfume. Why the fuck does Tzuyu smelled like this?!

"Wait, did you really went to Chaeyoung?" I asked, furrowing my brows. I tried to smell him again and I'm not wrong! "You smell like a girl, Tzuyu. Tell me the truth. Are you cheating?"

His eyes widened and quickly wag it 'no'. "W-we were with Mina. Don't be silly. Why the hell would I cheat on you?" He look at my hands and took it. "Believe me, Sana."

It's strange because he's not looking straight at me but still, I nodded my head and say a faint 'okay'. He smiled at me and hugged me, placing a kiss on my forehead before ushering me to the kitchen.

He cooked dinner and we talked about a lot of things. I wanted to tell him that I filed a leave so I can spend more time with him but I stopped myself because I wanted to surprise him. I want to have a vacation at Japan with him and introduce him to my relatives.

"I'm tired." He streched and took our used plates at the sink before facing me. "Let's sleep?"

"Uhh, sure." I forced a small smile.

But I want movie marathon.

Oh, Sana. You can do that tomorrow, Tzuyu is tired. Hm?

This is not good. I'm even talking to myself now.

So we went to my room, do our night routines, before going to bed. His back were facing me so I frowned. I wanted to tell him that I want him to hug me, to cuddle, but I restrain myself from doing so. I'll just sleep.

-

Almost a week had passed. I've been going to the company more often because my manager, Jihyo, told me to. It's so tiring. My project were postponed until Jeongyeon changed his mind because he already replaced the leading man. I just hope he's good or I will back out.

I'm at a five star restaurant with the girls today. They've been talking and talking but I'm jusg sitting here, eating slowly because I'm not in the fucking mood.

"What's with the long face?" Jihyo asked as she sipped on her water.

"Yeah, I've noticed your staleness." Nayeon nodded her head.

"Is there any problem, Sana?" Momo worriedly asked.

I shook my head. "I'm fine. How about you, Momo? Feeling anything?"

She shrugged and take a bite on her jokbal. "I'm puking for quite some times and I'm planning to go for a check up."

Jihyo, Nayeon, and I exchange glances and said simultaneously, "We're going with you."

"Huh?" She eyed us and shook her head. "No need. I can handle."

If my conclusion was right then we should really go with her! Fuck. If she's really pregnant, who is the father? She can raise the child alone because Momo's also rich but a child growing without a father sucks. A broken family isn't good, really.

"But—"

"I can go alone." She sternly said so we just kept our mouth shut. Why did she became angry all of a sudden?


Momo's POV


Maybe I'm stupid sometimes but I think I already know why I was puking. The night after Heechul left, I remember it now. Everything. I hate myself for letting that happen. I hate myself for giving my virginity away. I hate myself for letting Sana's ex to fuck me.

To all guys out there, why Dahyun? Why Sana's ex? I know Sana already moved on but if ever I'm pregnant, what will she just say? I mean, dating your bestfriend's ex is just so...it's not good, isn't it?

I wonder if Dahyun remembered what happen. If he remembered, why don't he talk to me? He should, right? Or he didn't? Fuck. Maybe he do remember but he doesn't give a damn about me?

How lucky I am, huh? Sana couldn't love me back, Heechul left me, and now I let someone fuck me. Wonderful.


Sana's POV


"Where are you going?" I curiously asked, squinting my eyes as I stared at him suspiciously.

He glance at me and quickly wore his coat. "Chaeyoung invited me to his house. You know, guy's out."

I nodded my head, not buying it. Tzuyu's been leaving the house oftentimes and he always said that Chaeyoung and him will have a guy's out or whatsoever. The thought of him cheating with someone else crossed my mind but I pushed that out of my thought because I don't want to think bad about him.

Tzuyu might go out often but he still took care of me. Though is bothers me a little. What if he's seeing someone else? Or he's going out with someone else? What if he don't love me anymore? Oh, silly me. He never said that he love me though.

'Yeah, Sana, he never said that.'

He just said that he likes me but love is different. The like can change quicker than love and it makes my heart aches imagining that he could unlike me whenever he wants.

"I'm leaving." He announced and kissed my forehead.

"What time will you be back?" I asked, pouting.

He look at his wrist watch. "Maybe at 7?"

"You'll be out for eight hours?" I gnawed on my bottom lip. "Okay...fine, I'll wait for you."

"Hmm." He sounded guilty and I was hoping that he would just take back what he said and tell me that he will be back sooner.

But he never said that.

He left without making me feel better.

'Sana, it's fine.'

Yeah, it's fine. Tzuyu have his own life and we're not yet married, I should let him go out with his friends. Also, if we're already married, I know he can't do this to me anymore. I mean, his full attention would be mine? Or maybe, just one fourth of it will be on his friends? I don't know, maybe? His choice.

But if that makes him happy, then fine. I can wait for him to be back for me and spend time with me. He can prioritize anything else but he should come home to me. I think that's enough for me already.

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