Bucky's POV
"A promise is just a bunch of words, they don't mean anything. You can promise that you won't tell someone your secret but, you can't promise you won't freaking die. You're just getting people's hopes up for no reason."
I nodded my head in agreement, tears glossing over my eyes.
"I already lost my dad Bucky, and that hurt, I know you hurt from it too, because you knew him just as much as I did. Having to hear that someone you loved die is so incredibly hard, especially from a General stationed in, god knows where, but if I lost you, and I could have saved you that's a whole different kind of hurt. And I can't let that happen. Because I love you."
I looked up from my shoes to meet her face, my eyes filling with tears, her warm arms wrapped around my waist. She didn't want to be with me, because she loved me.
And I loved her.
My flashback ended, but it was too late, Y/n was falling out the window into the lake below, I hung from the ship watching her fall everything felt as if it was in slow motion. Before I knew it, I was jumping down after her. Jumping into the water and carrying her to the surface, I set her on the ground gently and took one long look at her. She hardly changed from what I could remember, now though her hair was down and I only remember it being pinned up. Her lips were still a soft pinkish red and her cheeks were a pale pink color. She was still absolutely stunning like a doll. I walked away from her leaving her in the mud, not sure where I was going to go but just not here. As much as I wanted to stay and be with her, I'm sure she thought I was very different from what I was before and would try to arrest me or something. I would see her again.
Someday.
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A/n: so after i write a few more chapters i'm gonna end this book which will be basically during civil war and after i do that i think i'll take a short break from this book series and write a few more things (more smutty things perhaps?) and then i'll pick it back up, i would just hate to leave y'all on a cliffhanger
kisses, mrs. parkerrogers
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Till The End Of the Line
RomanceY/n and Bucky Barnes had been dating for almost 3 years, Y/n finds out from Steve that Bucky was drafted in the war. After joining the war as a medic and Steve's right hand man or woman in your case, fighting and defeating the workers of hydra. But...
