Too much

Bad decisions pt.2

"Why didn't you say it back?" Billie finally broke the silence and tension that's been in the air since we got in her car. "Huh?" I asked, genuinely confused. "When I called you and I told you I love you, you didn't say it back." I could hear the sadness and insecurity in her voice. I sighed and looked out the window. "I didn't think you deserved to hear that. Especially since I was mad at you."

I didn't hear her say anything else so I looked over at her with a raised eyebrow. She was already looking at me with this sort of spark in her eyes. I was starting to get a little nervous because of how intently she was looking at me. "Billie.." I start but I was cut off by her kissing me. I almost gave in to her but quickly pushed her away.

"Oh shit I-I'm sorry." My head and everything inside of me was telling me 'don't do it' but my hormones said otherwise. A part of me felt disgusting for doing what I'm about to do but I couldn't control myself. Not when I haven't had sex in like forever and I missed Billie. Her touch. Her gaze. Everything. I climbed into Billie's lap and we indulged in a heated kiss.

Billie quickly reciprocated, placing one hand above my ass and the other tugging my hair which caused me to moan in anticipation. Our tongues danced around one another until Billie claimed dominance. Her hand moved from my hair and instead wrapped around my throat. She added a little pressure while pulling me impossibly closer. I couldn't tell if I was feeling butterflies or guilt.

She pulled back for air. My eyes opened slowly to reveal her own bluish green ones looking at me adoringly. "I fucking miss you so much." She whispered, her hand that was on my waist now gliding across my thigh. "Shut up and put the seat down." I said lowly, half growling. She looked taken back by my dominance but did as told.

Once the seat reclined all the way, I bent down to join our lips once again. My hips started to grind on hers as I tried to create some friction. Billie groaned and threw her head back slightly. I smirked and continued to grind harder. Small moans pouring out of my mouth. I moved back a little and started to pull down her joggers. I lifted myself up and pulled her pants down under her knees. After I couldn't decide what I wanted to do. I wanted to be in control so bad but now it's kind of scary, especially with Billie watching my every move.

Billie raised her eyebrow when she saw me just sitting there. I swallowed the lump in my throat and continued doing what I was going to, trying not to think about Billie's eyes on me. I could see her dick through her boxers waiting to be released. I bit my bottom lip seductively while looking up at Billie, palming her print. She squeezed my thigh and tried moving me back and forth but I stopped her. I purposely moved ever so slowly pulling down her boxers.

I stopped mid thigh and took my hoodie off. I wasn't wearing a bra and that turned Billie on more. She reaches her hands up and took both boobs in each hand, squeezing slightly. I whimpered and proceeded to slowly pull down my joggers, revealing my thong. Once I got my pants off, I slowly lowered myself onto her shaft. Adjusting, not yet used to how big she is.

She put her hands on my hips and slammed me down on the rest of her length. I whimpered, tears brimming my eyes. I placed my hands on her chest and began moving back and forth. Billie groaned but started to move me up and down, silently letting me know that's how she wanted it. I complied and began to move up and down on her dick. A loud moan leaving my lips, Billie was hitting places I haven't explored yet.

She started to buck her hips, trying to match my pace. She did slow, deep strokes at first but then she started to roll her hips faster. My moans getting inevitably louder. "You miss daddy's dick don't you?" She growled. Small whimpers escaping my lips as I couldn't do anything but nod slowly. "Words." She said. My breathing erratic as I let out a broken, "y-yes."

"You love how I feel inside of you. You love when I'm fucking your brains out don't you? Tell me who's making you feel like this." She demanded in a low deep tone. I moaned louder, her dirty words and chains clinking against each other sending me over the edge. "You daddy...*moan*." " that's right and you better remember it." She breathed out. I gripped her shoulders when she hits a certain spot.

I throw my head back and my eyes close shut, tears coming out of my eyes from the pain and pleasure. The feeling that was forming in my stomach was overwhelming. "Oh fuck..yes daddy just like that..*moan*..fuck." I could feel her slap my ass then soon after she readjusts her hands on my hips and start bucking harder into me, hitting my spot directly. I moaned her name as my eyes shut tighter. I was struggling to keep up with Billie's pace as I started to unravel.

"I'm gonna cum!" I screamed. I could hear Billie moaning as she thrusted into me faster and harder. All that came out of my mouth was hard, ragged breathes and soft moans. Soon I came hard, my eyes rolling to the back of my head.  Billie's trusts slowed down but I know she still needed to release. Once I came down from my high, I got off of her and replaced myself with my lips. I bobbed my head quickly, causing Billie to release in my mouth in seconds.

Be both needed that and have been craving it but this was such a bad time. I got in the passenger seat and put my clothes on. "Fuck. I missed you so much." I looked over at Billie and I could see her smirk making it's way onto her face. "Shut the fuck up. I hate you."
I say, a smile on my face. How can something so bad feel so good?"

Guys I'm sorry for that. It's so toxic but I had to. I love you guys. Goodnight.