Star's P.O.V
"Thank you for my tendies and macaroni." I say in a baby voice. Billie looks over at me for a split second with a smile. "Of course. Anything for you and my little bean." "Aww you guys are cute. I'm too single for this." I turn to CeCe with a confused expression. "I thought you were dating that guy."
"I thought so too but lately he hasn't been talking to me soo yea." "I'm gonna kick his ass." Billie immediately looked at me. "YOU are not gonna do anything with my little bean inside of you but CeCe I'll be more than happy to lick his ass." She says. "Okay guys there will be no ass kicking but thanks for the offer."
I moan as I take another bite of my macaroni. "This is so good." "Lemme get some." I turn around and feed CeCe a spoon of my macaroni. "YuPp thAts gOod." She says with a mouth full of food. I sit back in my seat and sigh as thoughts from this morning flow through my mind randomly. I can feel the happiness drain from my face as I stir my macaroni, emotionless.
"Star?" My head snaps over to Billie, not realizing I zoned out. "Y-yes?" "Are you okay?" I give her the biggest smile I can muster and nod. "Yeah I'm fine. Just a little tired." She scanned my face before giving me a small smile. "Bummer. I was thinking we could hang out a my house for a little bit but it's okay. You can sleep." I nod then focus my attention to the wet pavement outside the window. Depression is draining and I hate it.
The minute I'm happy, my mind conspires against me and starts to fill with negative thoughts. And then a tear rolls down my cheek. And then there's that shit. The constant crying and pain piercing my chest like a knife. It's crazy to me because I'm not the type of girl to give a shit what anyone had to say but this particular subject bothered me.
Right now I really just wanted my mom to hold me and tell me that everything was okay. "Are you sure you're okay Star?" CeCe asks. I let out a shaky breath then slowly turn to her. "No." Her and Billie look at me sympathetically. Billie immediately pulls the car over and takes off her seat belt. "Come on. Get in the back." I take off my seatbelt and CeCe opens the door and helps me in the car. She opens her arms and I lay on her chest.
Billie comes on the other side of me and holds me. I feel slightly better as two of my favorite people console me as I all the emotion flows through me. This was one hell of a day.
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أدب الهواةSequel to More than I expected. You should read that first if you're new. Tea will be spilled and secrets will come to light. Is star really pregnant? If she is, will she keep it?
