Too much

What in the actual fuck

Billie's P.O.V

"I can't believe you're getting suspended." Star said lowly. The first words she's said in hours. "I know. It's sucks. That dickhead had it coming for him though." There was a long silence. CeCe was reading some book. "I wish I got suspended." Star said after a while. "I wish I didn't have to be in this judgmental hell hole where you can't have one mistake without it blowing up in your face." She added. "Wait so you think that our child is just a mistake?" I ask, starting to get upset.

"What? No. Of course not. Well-kind of but I don't regret it. That's not what I meant to say." I sigh feeling a little better but the negative thoughts couldn't help but roam in my head.
CeCe looked up at us for a second before returning back to her book. "*sigh* Billie." Star whines. "What?" "You know I didn't mean it like that. Don't start getting in your head and shit. I don't wanna fight with you." "I'm not." Is all I say before getting on my phone.

I could feel her eyes on me for a while before she got off of me and stood up. "God, you are literally a child. I never took you for the sensitive type." She said, annoyed. "I'm not even doing anything." "Yes you are. Now you're upset and in yo feelings and shit." "I said I was fine and I am." I say sternly. "No you're not. I can see it in your face. Your whole body language." She yelled. I slammed my hand on the table and stood up. "Star  not gonna do this with you!"

"Okay. Okay. Everyone calm down." CeCe says, getting in the middle of both of us. "Fuck this shit. I'm leaving." I say rubbing a hand messily through my hair. I grabbed my bag and turned to Star before walking away. " I'm not sure what's going on with you but you need to control yourself." She bit her lip and looked away. I could see the tears forming in her eyes but I didn't care. I rolled my eyes and walked away.

Star's P.O.V

As soon as Billie walked away, I fell into CeCe's arms, crying. "What is wrong with me?" I muffle into her shirt. She sighs and rubs my back. "Nothing. Just your hormones. You have mood swings." "I can't do anything right and now everyone hates me. Including Billie." "Don't say that Star. No one hates you and especially not Billie. She's just upset and needs to cool off." I hold her tighter as the tears fall and a choked sob leaves my mouth.

—-
We were escorted earlier then everyone else and we were sent home. I really just wanted to go home and lay down because my head hurts. Once I get home I grabbed my stuff and went into the house.It felt  like the world is being slipped from beneath my feet.

I tried to lay down but I couldn't sleep. surprisingly I didn't have to throw up either but I didn't mind. I take out my phone and my hand hovers over Billie's contact name. I hesitate but end up clicking it anyway. It rang for some time before I was met by Billie's monotone voice.

Billie: yes Star?

Me: i'm sorry. I don't know what's gotten into me lately.

Billie: *sigh* it's okay. I'm sorry for yelling at you. I gotta go but I'll come see you tomorrow.

Me: okay. I love you.

Billie: ...I love you too bunny.

I smiled to myself before hanging up. Most of the time Billie gets on my nerves but I still love her to death. I sighed and contemplated on what I should do next. Maybe I could go talk to Celeste. I need to vent.

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Once I got to Celeste's house I grabbed my purse and got out. I walk to their driveway and to the front door. I knock but Im met  by silence. I am confused because her car is in the drive way. I turn and look to make sure and that's when I spot my dads car? Can't be. Why would he be here? I turned and knocked once more but.. nothing.

That's when I hear a noise and I go to the nearest window. What I see makes my whole body shake and my face go pale. What in the actual fuck?

A little short guys but here you go. Also I didn't proofread so sorry for mistakes. I love you all. Bye.