Too much

Again

"Billie?" I whispered softly as I lay half sleep in her arms. We were currently at my house since my parents weren't home and since we go to her house all the time. She hummed in response while continuing to run one hand through my hair and the other over my stomach. "I'm thinking about hosting dinner here at my house next week." "And?" she asked, clearly knowing it was more to it.

"And i was wondering if you could come." I could feel her nod. "Of course. But why?"
I chew on my bottom lip and let out a huff. i was hoping she didn't ask me that seeing as though i don't know how she's gonna react. "I- um..I'm thinking about telling them." I say quietly, hoping she didn't hear me but she did.

"Thanks for asking me." she says sarcastically. i sigh and play with my fingers. "Sorry it's just that before long, i won't be able to hide it anymore and i was just nervous to ask you." She sighs, resting her hand on my stomach. "It's fine star. I'll be there to support you but I don't think i'm ready yet. Your dad will probably kill me right then and there and plus i don't really like people knowing about..you know."

I nod and begin to sit up. "You're right. It's a stupid idea. I can't have this baby. Everything is gonna go to shit and my parents will literally murder me. I don't know why I thought I was ready for this. How could I be so stupid-" "Star stop that. You're not stupid. Everything is gonna be okay. We can do this together with or without your parents. I'll never let anything happen to you or my little bun." Billie reassured me.

I searched her face for any lie but I couldn't find one. Her words were helpful but clearly not enough since I started crying. Thoughts from these past few days flooding my mind. "Hey it's okay. Don't cry. Come here." Billie pulled me into her as she rubbed my back and shushed me. "You'll be okay. We'll be okay.
I promise."

More tears pouring out of my eyes as I clung on to Billie with all my might. I let out a shaky breath before saying, "I love you Billie."
She lifted me up slightly and placed her cushion-like lips on mine as we engaged in a passionate kiss. It was slow and steady. Fragile even. She pulled away slowly for air before letting out a, "I love you too." Her eyelids low and her eyes full of lust even though we both knew we weren't going farther than a make out session.

Her lips attacked mine again as I pushed her on the bed and got on top of her. The kiss quickly turned into a heated make out session. My hips started to grind on Billie painfully slow. She let out a low groan, causing me to stop and pull away from the kiss for a second. "Billie will you be my girlfriend? Again?" I said while grinning. A sly smile on her face as she nodded. "Well I am kind of your baby mama soo I guess." My smile widened as I bent down to kiss her again.