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peter parker

Peter Parker
w:panic attack,hurt,grief

⇢ Peter when, you are having a panic attack and you mention Tony. . .

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You were having a hard time breathing properly and a shaky exhale left your lips as you gripped your phone to dial Peter Parker telling him that you desperately needed him here and within a few minutes the Avenger crawled in through your window with his suit on and mask off, a concerned look on his adorable face ʻʻY/n,what's wrong?.ʼʼ

ʻʻP-peter I can't breathe, my chest feels heavy almost like I'm drowning. Peter it hurts... make it stop pleaseʼʼ you cried out.

Peter made his way towards you and gently placed his hands onto your shoulders ʻʻssh, its alright just try to breatheʼʼ his brown honey eyes were intense with worry as he soothed you.

A tear escaped from your e/c eyes ʻʻI can't,Peter I don't know how to breathe right now.ʼʼ

Peter didn't need spidey senses to know you were having a panic attack and it broke him to see you in such pain.

Ever since your dad Tony died after saving the world and sacrificing himself you'd been distant and off. Broken...

He began to rub your back lightly but you shrugged him off. Your skin felt uncomfortable, you felt uncomfortable, you just wanted to run! Run far far away. So fucking far away. You wanted to sob but you couldn't even breathe properly!

ʻʻY/n, it's going to be okay. You are okay. I'm here with youʼʼ he spoke in a soft assuasive tone.

You started pacing your room as you ran a hand through your hair.

ʻʻYou'll leave too, just like my d-dad didʼʼ You choke out.

Peter firmly shakes his head ʻʻI won't, I'm here with you. I promise okay?ʼʼ

You look at him and scoff, unshed tears that's welled up in your eyes slowly begins to trickle down ʻʻDon't make promises you can't actually keep,Parkerʼʼ

Peter unfazed by your acrimonious remark reaches out for you but you move ʻʻEverything is stupid and pointless nothing ever lasts so maybe you should just go too.ʼʼ You glance up from the ground and into Peter's sad eyes. He shakes his head no,a tear escaping his ducts. ʻʻGoʼʼ you whisper as the pain makes a sob leave your body ʻʻMaybe this way it'll all just be easier.ʼʼ

Your boyfriend's lips quiver and he looks at you with hurt in his eyes ʻʻyou know I lost him too on that day...ʼʼ

This makes your already broken heart crack further as you take in his slouched shoulders and hung head. Peter was right he did lose him too... and you were being a jerk about it.

The boy you loved was about to turn and leave when you stop him by catching his arm,your hold firm and clinging to him. ʻʻI'm sorryʼʼ your voice cracks and tears spill out. Peter's expression softens and so do yours as you immediately throw your arms around him and you'll hold onto each other in the darkness of your room ʻʻI'm sorry,Peteʼʼ you cry and he brushes your hair comfortingly ʻʻsssh you don't have to be Y/n. It's okay. I'm here and I'll always be here until you don't need me to.ʼʼ You felt Peter kiss the top of your head while his hand rubbed your back making you cuddle closer into his hold. ʻʻI'll always need you. I love youʼʼ you say. Peter rests his chin ontop of your head as he says it back ʻʻI love you 3000ʼʼ

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a/n:

So I had this written out around March 13th. I also have a steve rogers panic attack based one, will probs publish the steve one later this month. Also got another peter one that's sorta based on it and tony's death. Will post soon

I apologize if this made anyone feel triggered tho i did put up a warning ⚠️ i hope everyone is alright. Tbh we all need a Peter Parker in our lives 😭🥺

p.s. gif was edited by me. also new signoff

x - © Adeela J
Written: 13th Mar 2021
published: 1 Jul