[BL]My Naughty Pregnent Boyfriend

Chapter 185

    Yu Baoyuan listened to Gu Feng's humble tone and wanted to speak, but his voice seemed to be stuck, and he couldn't utter a word.

    He had never seen such a Gu Feng before!

    In order to beg for a little expression of oneself, in order to beg for such a little warmth, he actually used such a tone, with such hurt and wronged eyes.

    This is not like him, this is not him.

    Yu Baoyuan swallowed, but his voice was unstable: "Gu Feng, you have to know that you are a powerful president, and I am just a very ordinary person. I have been chasing you behind your butt for five years, except for my heart-filled wounds. I didn’t get it. How do you make me believe when you look back so hard?"

    "I know you lack trust in me, so I hope to make you feel through practical actions that I love you, not just talking, I really love you." Gu Feng's fingers gently rubbed Yu Baoyuan's face, as if rubbing the most precious thing in the world.

    "After all, your love will not last long...you may just be unwilling, maybe just confused with other feelings, maybe soon you will

    find a newer and more likable man..."

    "I love you, "Gu Feng is extremely firm, and the voice slams down so deeply that Yu Baoyuan can't fight it. "I love you, only you."

    Yu Baoyuan wanted to push Gu Feng away, "You are so convincing, do you believe it?"

    "I understand my heart now, so I believe," Gu Feng's breath held Yu Baoyuan tightly, "I hope you can believe it, even if you can't give me complete trust now, then in the future, you can be destroyed by me. Can you make up for the lost trust and love?"

    Yu Baoyuan was silent for a while without saying a word. He forcefully broke free of Gu Feng's restraint, walked back to his room, and closed the door under Gu Feng's painful gaze.

    Gu Feng looked at the door, convulsing with aching heart.

    He seemed to see Yu Baoyuan closing the door of his heart.

    He personally forced Yu Baoyuan to be like this! All sins are caused by him! He can't blame anyone.

    He can only blame himself.

    He is like a king in the city who is domineering and recklessly enjoying himself. After the people in the city are completely injured by him, he is determined to drive him out of the city. And he was kicked out to discover that everything in the city was what he was most attached to. Losing the people in the city would make him more painful than death.

    But now, no matter how hard he knocked on the city gate, how he screamed aggrievedly, and confessed painfully, the city gate no longer opened for him.

    It was he who destroyed his most precious things with his own hands, and it was he who wiped out the happiness of his life so vigorously.

    Gu Feng's footsteps were a little swaying, and he felt the pain and regret in his heart being rolled like a huge wave in a hurricane.

    He rushed to the wine cabinet, slammed the glass cabinet door tremblingly, did not look at the vintage brand of the wine, opened the stopper, and poured it into his mouth like boiled water.

    He is almost at his limit, he knows.

    It's been so long, it's been so long since he regretted it.

    He did not get a clear response from Yu Baoyuan, as if all his previous efforts had been thrown into the water, and the direction of his efforts was ultimately only leading to a barrier. There was a cruel voice in his heart saying: Yu Baoyuan will never forgive him again. .

    Gu Feng's Adam's apple kept rolling. He didn't know how many bottles he had smashed. He only knew that he, who usually drinks very well, was already a little bit drunk.

    But if he doesn't numb himself with alcohol, he is afraid of impulsive behavior.

    He was afraid that he would lose his mind when he suffered to the limit. In order to obtain Yu Baoyuan, he would desperately and forcefully occupy his body.

    He couldn't do this. If he did, then he would be completely sentenced to death by Yu Baoyuan.

    He has to endure, even if his heartache is like squeaking in a frying pan, he has to endure it.

    Gu Feng staggered down in front of Yu Baoyuan’s door, leaned against his door, took a sip of wine, and looked at the dark ceiling: "Baoyuan, I miss you, I miss you so much. I was wrong. Alas, why I was so stupid at the time, why I was so stupid to push you away by myself..."

    Gu Feng was drinking wine and talking faintly outside the door, but what he didn't know was that Yu Baoyuan was also sitting at the door inside the house. Back, leaning on the door in a daze.

    In one door, one outside.

    One desperately wanted to go in, and the other desperately wanted to close the door and not get hurt.

    "Baoyuan, since I was little, nobody taught me how to love someone," Gu Feng poured a sip of wine into his mouth. "I saw that my father could do everything with money and power, I thought... ... I think that money and power, I can get everything. and the first time you meet, you should be

    hired senior aides, I remember what you look like. wear clean, smile is clean and tidy, the A smile is so beautiful..."

    "I think I have you in my heart from then on, but I don't know it myself. I thought I could keep you as long as I have the power, I really don't know... …Loving someone is not in the outside, but in the heart," Gu Feng desperately digging through the memories, thinking of

    Yu Baoyuan’s tender heart opened in his memory , his eyes immediately turned red, "The five years must have been the coldest and longest for you. Yes. You have been in pain for five years, and now I can finally feel that feeling..."

    "I used to think your love was the most common and inconspicuous, because I was numb and couldn't feel it. But until now I didn't know that you are like my air," Gu Feng laughed self-deprecatingly. He was very angry, "Usually I can't see or touch, but once I lose it,

    I will die in pain." "I love you, but after so long, I found out, are you disappointed in me?" Gu Feng wanted to slap himself. his voice had intended to bring a hint of crying, "Oh, in the final analysis it was my fault ...... but Po-yuan, if you have a little bit a little bit of care I can not

    give me a response? a, just one on Okay." There was

    silence inside the door.

    "Just one, you just say something to me, whatever you want, you can scold me, just a word..." There was

    still no sound inside the door.

    "You don't want to pay

    attention to me. It seems that I had extravagantly..." Gu Feng stood up slumpingly, held the bottle, and wiped out his regretful tears. His sturdy figure swayed towards his own. Go to the door.

    Yu Baoyuan was unwilling to pay attention to him. What can he do? Even if he is suffering and helpless to death, he is still self-inflicted. Gu Feng laughed bitterly and closed.

    However, when he was about to leave, his footsteps stopped instantly. . "Click--"

    Gu Feng's eyes suddenly widened, and his heart beat wildly.

    He heard Yu Baoyuan's door lock, and at that moment, there was a brisk sound.