Broken - TommyInnit Angst

Chapter Twenty Three - The Wonderful Everyday

Cw: intrusive thoughts, mentions of purging, suicidal thoughts

I was really out of ideas for the chapter title.

Also, I've got no idea if anyone noticed, since I myself forgot about it, but when I named the people who would live in the house in chapter seventeen, I didn't mention BBH. The same BBH who now lives in the house. Well, I guess Badboyhalo is now joining them all. I'm so unbelievably stupid.

Also, this is mostly just a wholesome fluff chapter! It's pretty much just a filler, but I wanted to write some wholesome Tommy and Tubbo moments! :D

Enjoy the chapter!

2740 Words (holy shit this is my longest chapter yet!)

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Tommy was woken up by his alarm blaring. He turned it off and saw that it was only 7am and looked around, confused, until he realized that he was in America, in a new house. How fun.

He got dressed and ready for the day, and then remembered that he had to meet all the other house members today.

Oh fuck.

Shitshitshitshit.

What am I going to do?

They'll see me in real life and see how fat and ugly I am.

They'll see how disgusting I am.

He decided to go downstairs and get this over and done with. He hoped that no one would be awake yet. However, he was wrong, as when he went into the kitchen he was met with a sleepy Niki, Eret and Captain Puffy, who were all making their breakfast.

"Tommy! It's good to see you," Eret greeted the boy, noticing him first.

"Eyyy Tommy!" Puffy said cheerfully. "How are you?!" She asked.

"I'm good thanks, it's nice to see you guys," Tommy replied politely. "Is anyone else up yet?" He asked.

"Nope it's just us. Most of them sleep in until around 10am, so you'll only see a few of them in a couple of hours time," Eret explained.

"Anyways, why don't you two go and eat in the dining room while I show Tommy where everything is," Eret said, as Niki and Puffy walked out.

"It's so good to see you man," Eret said. "It's been pretty boring here without any kids running wild around the house, so I think you and Tubbo will liven the place up a bit," Eret laughed, and Tommy joined in.

"Honestly I think that after a few days you'll get sick of me," Tommy joked.

Eret then spent the next few minutes showing Tommy where all the food and utensils were, long with how to work the oven and stove. They talked quite a lot, mostly about the plans for the day.

Tommy trusted Eret, he seemed like such a nice, kind and genuine person. He was quite similar to Wilbur in those aspects, but he was also a bit more serious, and seemed like he would rarely make hurtful jokes like Wilbur does. Tommy lightly mentioned about the fact that he was nervous about meeting the rest of the house members, and Eret comforted him. Tommy really grew a liking for the young man.

"Ok so just make whatever you want for breakfast. You can eat here or you can come join me, Niki and Puffy, but I get it if you feel nervous or anything. Just let me know if you need any help," Eret said.

"Yeah thanks man, enjoy your food!" Tommy said as Eret walked out with his breakfast.

Tommy didn't really know what to do. Sure, he was really hungry, but he didn't want to eat. It was the same dilemma that he had at every meal, but he didn't want the house to be suspicious of him. It also didn't help that Tubbo and Wilbur had their rooms right beside him, and he was worried that they would hear him purging.