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😭🕴💛💫 #SEYWTIYS Entry - "Lamentation: It's All Your Fault" GN Reader 😭🕴💛💫

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#SEYWTIYS Entry - "Lamentation: It's All Your Fault" Gender Neutral Reader X The Obey Me! Characters

A/N: This is my entry for @ mammonmon._ 's Instagram 2.5k follower celebration/contest! Congrats Sey on 2.5k followers! Go check them out on insta.

Trigger Warning: Gore, blood, death, angst, suicide. Basically, this may be dark for some.

Part 1

Lamentation: the passionate expression of grief or sorrow; weeping.

Footsteps were heard down the silent hallway. The dimly lit candle showed a white-haired figure carrying a paper in his hand. That figure is Mammon. Mammon continued walking down the long dark hallway, he turned at the end and saw a door at the end of the hall.

Slowly his hand reached out and opened the doorknob. The creaking sound of rusty door hinges echoed. Slowly the door opened wide, the sight before his eyes made Mammon freeze and speechless.

What's in the room?

....

Mammon couldn't believe his eyes. Lying limp on the ground was Y/N. Their body was lifeless, blood surrounding them in puddles. He couldn't speak, couldn't move, couldn't look away; he was frozen. Earlier in the day, Mammon had managed to score tickets for a concert the two had been excited to see. He was so excited that he ran home to show Y/N the tickets.

Busting through the front doors of the House of Lamentation, Mammon had stopped. The house was too quiet. None of his brothers were there; they were all at RAD for a student council meeting. Mammon knew Lucifer would string him up for skipping the meeting, but in his mind, it was worth it. You and Mammon had begun dating one month ago and, while he doesn't want to admit it, he was a total tsundere and a shy romantic, so snagging these tickets was a no-brainer for him.

But now, all of that didn't matter. The love of his life, no, the love of his existence was gone. Their eyes were lifeless and dull; they didn't shine anymore like they always had. Finally forcing his body to move, he got closer to Y/N. Kneeling down next to their body, Mammon examined the scene. He could not believe it. From the looks of it, Y/N had completed suicide. They had deep cuts in their arms and their neck had been sliced open. Y/N's body was cool to the touch. The blood was still leaving their body, but their soul had been gone for a while now.

In one of their hands was a knife and in the other, a note. Mammon grabbed the note from Y/N's hand and began to read it, he was positive it was their handwriting:

"I'm sorry guys, I just couldn't do this anymore. Please forgive me, but I was a lost cause. I couldn't handle all of the pressure anymore. I don't deserve you guys and I never deserved to be here, to begin with. I love all of you so much, please remember that.

Mammon, please know that the past month of being with you has been the best of my life. I'm sorry that I'm putting you through this. I'm sorry that we can't be together anymore. I hope that I can at least watch over you. Maybe we'll meet again in another life. I honestly don't know what is going to happen. Will I end up in the Celestial Realm? Probably not, I guess. Don't ever forget just how special you are and don't believe others when they call you scum. You're wonderful, sweet, and the best boyfriend I could have ever had.