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- avery

" you feel better now?" mattia speaks as i walk out the bathroom. ever since my panic attack , mattia has been watching over me non stop. i havent really left the room unless its to grab food when mattia isnt here. i called camila and told her everything that happened , she said she catching the first flight tomorrow down here.

i was really expecting my birthday week to be a little better but nope. i dont even know if i want to celebrate my birthday anymore.

" yeah , i just keep throwing up everything i eat." i yawn and hop back into bed. everything i eat makes me sick and im losing my appetite.

" have you been to the doctor? your barely eating , when you do you throw up. you wont sleep either" he says worried. " in know you probably wont want to , but i feel as though its safe to figure out whats going on. it could be the flu yk"

he is probably right. one thing about me , i hate being sick. being hot all the time and not being able to do things on your own is just awful.

" ill go right now , just get this over with before my birthday comes." i sigh

" want me to come to or you wanna go alone?" he questions. i would love for him to come but i need some time by myself.

" ill go alone , just call me if anything comes up." i groaned.

" okay , i love you and please be safe" mattia responds. " i love you more"

gosh i feel like im gonna die.

( at the doctors)

" hello avery what brings you here?" the doctor says. she pulls out a blue pen from her pocket and begins to right on a paper.

" um , two days ago i had a panic attack. after that i have been losing my appetite but whenever i do eat i throw it up." i explain to her.

she still looks down at the paper and continues to write. " when is the last time you've been to the doctor?"

i dont even remember , i think it was when i got shot.

" a couple months ago, i got into an accident." i tell her.

" okay we are gonna run some test , im going to need you to pee in a cup." she tells me. she passes my a clear cup with a blue lid. i exit to go to the bathroom and pee.

what if i find something completely wrong with me? i hesitated to sit on the toilet and even pee.

i wanted to get it over with so i squatted over the cup and did what i needed to do.

i removed myself out of the bathroom and walked back into my room. i passed the cup to the doctor.

" wow not to be weird, this is the clearest pee i've ever seen."

"

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