black lace - mattia polibio

she

4 months later

- avery

" for christ sake has everyone gone tone deaf?" i yell from the top of the stairs. ive been screaming and calling for everyone for the past 20 minutes and no one seemed to have heard me.

" you were calling us?" mark appears ag the bottom. " no i wasnt," i say sarcastically with a fake smile on my face. " OF COURSE I WAS YOU FUCKING IDIOT!!" my mood swings arent even a game anymore. i pretty sure everyone in this house is fed up with my shit.

i carefully head down the stairs with anger in my chest. " incoming angry pregnant lady!!" mark screams running back into the living room. i finally reach the first floor and speed walk to the living room. everyone is squished into one side of the couch with fear on their face.

" where is my husband and my brother?" i questioned , worriedly. ever since the fight with my fathef ive been more protective over them two. they both always say " dont worry about us , we should be worried about you."

i swear i get tired of hearing it. " we dont know avery" alejandro answers. " what do you mean you dont know? i thought he told you where he was going?" i raised an eyebrow.

" told who where who was going?" mattia appears behind me. " oh hi mi amor , where is niall?" i asked.

" getting the rest of the stuff out of the car for the baby." he smiles placing a kiss on my lips before walking away. he puts whatever bag he has on the couch and heads to the kitchen. " you seriously need to put some kind of bell service around this house , you know i sat upstairs calling these people for 20 minutes?" i roll my eyes and sit on the bar stool.

" and no one answered?" mattia asked concerned. " no one" i tell him.

" oh and have you talked to your father? he wont stop calling me." i say to him. " i kinda wanna block him."

" no, i dont wanna talk to him right now. i barely like the man , why do i have to play nice with him?" mattia rolls his eyes and grabs a cup of water.

" because he is still your dad. look we dont like him that much either , but still try to communicate with him so he can stop blowing up everyones phone." jessica appears in the kitchen.

i get up from the bar stool and try to make my way to the living room. i feel something tight in my stomach but i dont know what it is. the bottom of my dress turns a darker shade. oh shit my water just broke. holy crap i was not expecting her for the next week. mattia is gonna freak out.

" i dont get it-"

" my water just broke." i say calmly.

" what!" everyone in the house looks back at me. " i said my water just broke are you deaf???" i start to panic because i dont know how to deliver no baby. this is my first child and i dont know how to do any of this so we need to get to a doctor and fast.

" holy shit , i thought she was coming next week?" kairi says and walks over to me. " some one get her a towel now," alejandro orders. my breathing starts speeding up and im starting to have contractions. " ahhhhhh fuck" i scream out in pain.

why this shit hurt so much?

" ok avery baby breathe alright, we're going to get you to a hospital fast." mattia comes behind me and rubs my shoulder. " where the hells is my brotherrrr?" i yell.

" im right here , why are you scream- ohhhh" he comes to realization and walks over to me. " okay jessica go get the baby bag upstairs , mark bring the car around and someone call my father. if i dont he wont stop pestering me about it. now chop chop!!" he orders.

" avery baby can you stit until the car comes around?" mattia ask me as he rubs my belly. " mhm" i nod as he directs me to the chair. " alright now breathe , thats it. good girl." he whispers in my ear. i control my breathing but another contraction hits me and speeds it up again.

" sir , mark is here with the car" one of the soldiers announced. mattia helps me out the chair and walks me to the car. i have never been in so much pain and i have never seen such a terrified face on mattia. he places his hand on mh stomach while driving atleast 90 miles per hour.

" mattia i understand that this is an emergency, but please slow the fuck down- fuckkkk." i groan as the pain intensifies.

" ok ok we're almost there , just hold on a little longer" mattia breathes while looking at me. i feel this sudden urge to freaking pee but that is the need for me to push.

" mattia i gotta push!" i yell at him as my breathing increases. " hey hey no no dont push please , just 5 more minutes ok?" he looks at me with the most worried look on his face. i try as much as i can from not pushing and successfully it worked.

next thing you know i was rushed into the hospital getting ready to give birth to my first daughter. the doctors allowed mattia to come in and help me deliver. the whole time he looked like he wanted to pass out.

i squeezed his hand as hard as i can until i heard faint cries of my baby. immediate tears overflow my face as the doctors handed her to me. " you did it baby , our beautiful baby girl is here." he says kissing my forehead.

i admired our daughter and she has the most beautiful features. i love her so much and cant wait for everyone in the family to meet her. words can't explain the true happiness and excitement i feel right now. i feel like my life wasnt a complete mess and i was finally peaceful.