Love Without Love

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Bright light invaded my space as it shone through my eyelids, causing me to groan quietly, flipping over on to my back and rub at my eyes. Inhaling deeply, that's when I remembered where I was. Sitting up hesitantly, I looked at my wrist, pleasantly surprised to find a black hair tie around it. Flipping my hair up into a quick pony, I yawned, stretching my arms before I looked to the side. Mark didn't seem to be there, so I figured he went to eat something. Sniffing the air, I realized that was a lie too. There was no food waiting for me. Pushing my bottom lip out in a pout, I was about to get up when my best friend returned. He blinked at me, smiling slightly before taking a long sip of water. "How'd you sleep?" He mumbled, scratching his side lazily before straightening his back. I had gotten used to him walking around shirtless in the mornings, since he's been my friend for ages, and he can't seem to sleep if he wasn't as comfortable as he could be. It's not like I saw anything I didn't want to see anyways, plus I didn't like what I saw either. Because it was Mark, and he was Mark.

"Pretty good, had weird dreams too." Crossing my legs, I nodded softly, reaching a hand out for his water. He walked over, handing it over to me and sitting on his own bed that he made. Probably hours ago judging by how awake Mark looked now. I took a drink from his water, smiling before I set it down on the bedside table.
"I dreamt about you, someone was trying to make you leave me." My voice quieted, smiling softly before I rubbed at my tired eyes.
"Crazy hm?"
Mark looked at me, pouting a bit before pulling me over and giving me and tiny kiss on the top of my head. He always did that when he felt like I doubted his loyalty as a friend.
I never really did though.
I smiled, looking at him before humming.
"I won't let anyone do that to us, I promised I'll always be your friend. I'm a man of my word Yujin." Just as he said that, a crisp scent wafted itself into my nostrils.
I gasped and perked, causing Mark to laugh since he knew what it was.
"Is that... food?" Bouncing up from the bed, I ran down the stairs, probably waking everyone with my elephant stomps. Turning into the kitchen, I saw the beautiful sight of bacon and eggs, fresh toast on the side.
"Youngjae I love you so much right now." I shamelessly said, walking up to where the food was, where Youngjae had stepped away for a moment. Hearing me talk, he raised a brow, confused before he saw me with a plate of food.
"Oh, that's why. Well enjoy it, I did it because you were staying over." I loudly cheered, biting the bread and sitting down on a stool pulled up to the counter. Youngjae shot me a glance, smiling a bit as he stood beside me, watching me eat happily.
"You know you remind me of my baby sister, except you're more well behaved." He said simply, causing me to laugh a bit, shaking my head.
"If your sister is anything like me, you better make sure she doesn't fall out a window."

He laughed at that, looking at me before patting me on the head. "I'm sure you two would get along, she might come visit soon." Youngjae seemed quote excited about this, and I could tell. He was always texting her and emailing her and sending letters and gifts and skyping her. I always wished I could have a big brother figure like him, he seemed he was someone who would look out for anyone.
My thoughts were interrupted when my beautiful Yugyeom trudged down the stairs, and I couldn't stop staring. Even though he probably had just woken up and thrown something on, he looked perfect to me. Maybe I'm just saying that because it's Yugyeom, because he's the nicest person I've ever met, with the cutest sense of humour and the kindest heart. He was someone I wanted to be with, no matter how hopeless it was, I wanted him.

Biting at my bottom lip, I was interrupted again by another male walking in. Taking a piece of my precious bacon and humming. I scowled at the just awake Jaebum, hiding my plate from him.
"You do realize Youngjae cooked for everyone, you don't have to pick off my plate."
The older laughed at me, rolling his eyes before poking my nose.
"I'm not hungry, it was just a taste test."

The fact that he ruined my thoughts of my love and took my bacon made me sort of want to hit him. But because I'm a lady, I didn't and just hissed at him. He seemed terribly amused, smirking as he sat down on the stool beside me.
"How'd you sleep?" He asked, leaning back, nearly falling if he wasn't paying attention.
"Good, and you?"
"Amazing, I dreamt of you."
I choked on my bread, coughing loud enough for all three of them to turn and look at me.
"Yujin-ah? Do you need water?" Youngjae was scrambling around, almost spilling water everywhere as he poured a glass for me. The moment Yugyeom put a hand on my back, I choked on my spit. I was in a bad situation right now, Jaebum even more overjoyed by this.
"I-I'm good!" I stammered out, just as water was being shoved into my mouth, making me nearly spit it out again. Though I drank it, sighing loudly as the males hand left my back, turning to go do something for himself.
"You're a dick." I mumbled, glaring daggers up at Jaebum who only grinned, taking another piece of bacon from me and standing up.
"Hey, I wasn't trying to kill you. I was trying to create conversation."
Finishing up my food, I shook my head slightly, resulting in the other playing with the ends of my hair.
"And besides, I was just kidding. I didn't dream of you, but I did think of you."