Say you love me, please (Yeonbin fic)

<Chapter Six: Alright>

 trigger warning: mention of physical assault and injury

It was a normal Saturday morning, and instead of spending a heartfelt morning at home, enjoying the taste of lukewarm coffee like every normal people would, here Yeonjun was, sitting in the lobby of the hospital, filled with cold white walls and marble tiles.

Nothing of a new experience though.

Since the boy was young, it has been a must for him to visit hospital every weekend mornings for heart check up and sometimes to refill medicines. Before dating Soobin, yeonjun usually spends all of his weekends in a cafe , a library or the hospital cafeteria with his little sketch book or an ipad- just the normal routines.

Waiting for his own respective turn, the pink haired boy huffed out a long deep breath. Everything seems to burn his energies- not to mention that Yeonjun's mood has also been degrading these days since, first of all, he is not able to hold his pen.

The reason is because his left fingers (he is a lefty in this fic) were stepped on by his drunk old man and the action has left great amount of pain on his now swollen fingertips and the worst, the bloody index fingernail was threatening to fall off.

Some minor bruises were also marked onto his stomach but the boy doesn't have enough mindset to really care about them.

After all, after years of enduring, physical pains doesn't faze yeonjun anymore .

He's not that weak.

Second of all, soobin's been giving cold treatment towards him for the whole week. The tall boy didn't even offer an invite to his home this weekend for some odd reason. Yeonjun does know that the taller can be very moody and cold sometimes but normally the demeanor only lasted -at most a day.

So now that Soobin has been acting weird the whole week, he doesn't know what to do, well pretty much lost. The other did reply to the older's messages but most were short replies and some were excuses indicating that he's busy with school works and stuffs.

What must have been the cause, yeonjun might know- might be related to Soobin's past lover again.

It all started when Soobin had accidently called him Beomgyu at the lunch.

Yeonjun had awkwardly grimaced at the name and soobin had immediately apologized after. However, he had been quite off since then.

Honestly, it has been four months since the two went on causal dates and hanged out with each other but anyhow still haven't created a label for their relationship.

Yeonjun couldn't care less about it though.

As much as yeonjun doesn't want to admit it, he had already pathetically fallen deep for Soobin.

He already learned to love the blue haired boy- loves his arms that hold onto the older when they cuddled, loves the thin lips that kissed him at random times, loves the dimples that appeared whenever he smiled, loves his voice when he sang the newly written songs- as simple as those facts, yet always made yeonjun's heart to want to leap out of the ribcage.

ah yes

Soobin also still sing an old song that is named "Universe"(which yeonjun had learnt later), probably written for his dead lover.

Yeonjun is not blind.

He could always catch ahold of the raw emotions that emitted from both Soobin's broken voice and dull eyes whenever he sang that one song. That song yeonjun has learned to ignore or at least made an effort on shrugging it off.