Say you love me, please (Yeonbin fic)

<Chapter Twenty Four: Would you kiss me where you hurt me>

Why is there a red body sitting and staring at me?

In the corner of his lumpish eyes, yeonjun could see a vague figure as he felt his limps stationed down, paralyzed. His eyelids were hardly opening and his thin consciousness was barely hanging as the back of his head reeled in somnolence.

What- is this a dream ?-

Before any more thoughts were scrambled inside his mind, he was met with a complete darkness.

Yeonjun woke up with a pounding heart and shuddered when he recalls the bizarre scene that had seemed to happened just a moment ago. It wasn't a dream but a sleep paralysis, he concluded. What could have triggered the experience, he didn't know. Fortunately it didn't scare him much... just maybe a little bit freaked out?

Exhaling out in a daze, the boy comfortlessly run a hand against the cold, soft fabric of the bedsheet beside him, an empty space. Without the presence of his lover, Yeonjun had been struggling with a noxious insomnia. Due to that, he has been relying heavily on the drugs to just fall into the slumber and always ended up oversleeping until the noon.

Albeit the amount of sleep he received, the boy suffered from restlessness 24/7, perpetually feeling groggy. Besides, his appetite was nowhere to be found, he barely been eating at most a cup of ramen a day. In spite of his burnt out state, he managed to forced himself to finish his studies or paint some new pieces, though mainly to distract his glum mood.

"Drr.......Drr......."

Yeonjun jolted himself from the sleeping position to pick up the call, the one he has been longing for.

"Hey binne.. when are you coming back? " he spoke. It was impossible to hide the eagerness from his voice.

"Hey junnieee, I missed you" came out the gentle voice mingled with breathlessness.

Then why didn't you contact me

The pink haired boy's eyes watered as the overwhelming feeling took over his chest. He soundlessly swallowed down his sniffles before he spoke again.

"I missed you so much binnie..."

That almost sounded like a whining but yeonjun couldn't mind about it. He has the right to act clingy.

"I know... I am sorry for not calling you or responding to the messages jun.. I...I was just really busy and mom's condition wasn't getting better so I was just too stressed out to talk with anyone at all...and I know you would understand me.. so yea... but she's okay now. So I am coming back tomorrow night! I can't wait to cuddle with you.."

"Omg..I can't wait to see you back too binnie"

Yeonjun's gloomy state was skyrocketed into an elatedness as soon as he heard the last part of what the other said. His lover seemed to be in a light hearted mood as he overexcitedly talked about how Busan is filled up so many pretty places and that he would take the older there for a trip next time. Yeonjun blissfully smiled like a maniac throughout the conversation and was only able to rest his tired jaws after they hanged up after their sweet goodbyes.

The day has been quite kind to yeonjun.

He managed to woke up extra early, even unusually noticed the details of the sky, painted an expanse of sapphire blue, dotted with feathery clouds as the radiant rays of the sun baked onto his skin through the dim glasses of the kitchen.