Mind of Yours 2

FIRST TIME

It was only a matter of time
That I fell for you
In a matter of seconds my heart was yours
I can't say the same for you
Your heart wasn't mine
When it belonged to someone else

Don't have it in me to hate you
Even when I should
Though you weren't real
My memories were
I wish I would've known it wasn't from the start
Now I think about us.. I think about you

When we laid underneath the dark sky
Pointing out the shapes of the stars
Somewhere in the middle my first kiss was made
That night was written on the first page of my diary

Never been to New York
Found ourselves on the balcony
Looking over the lights the city moved fast
Being with you time didn't move
A Polaroid hangs on the wall with many more

The magical night of all nights
Made us intertwined forever
Touch was gentle
Sweet nothings in my ear
Hands clasped
Suffocating in the sheets
Being my first and hopefully last
Remains in my head
Like the way you said you loved me right after
First time hearing those words
I believed you
And being in love I said it too

Somehow afterwards things weren't the same
Don't know how it started
Everything happened in a blur
Time passed and you're with someone new
My head spins surrounded by the story of us
I'll forever be broken
I won't be ok but you will