Mind of Yours 2

NO LOVE

Every love that I had and gave away
Every second of time being wasted
Every hearts that I broke cause mine did too
If real love was presented would I try it again?
My first ideal of love didn't last long
Falling in love with the idea of love and what we thought it was
Took some time off going through the days
My second try at love broke me down
I gave my all just for nothing
Thinking I was close to my fantasy
Reality became too strong for me
Ever since then I didn't look back
I started being cold even on my sunny days
When I broke hearts it was nothing
It felt like nothing
At that point I was nothing
I can probably get lucky on my third time
Cause three times the charm
But would I take the chance to try or take it to fill a void that I always desired
Maybe love isn't for me
Either I worked hard or didn't work hard enough
So I gave up